Well , hello , as you can see , i've changed my blog look after the previous one stayed for around a year . The current one suits me more , i guess . not as girly as compared to the previous one .. with the pink themed ferris wheel as my header , all the curls etc . Keeping it to white as the base colour is definitely a must for me . White base just give me the feel that i'm classy ((meh)) , simple and it hides most of my personalities . Actually , how i designed my blog , links to how i feel .
There's a few things I'd like to touch on in the post . Do bear it with me as this may get a little lengthy .
Firstly , i'm already missing my long hair . i have no idea what's the length of my hair that i've cut away . Everything is so weird now , not really weird just haven't get used to it . Previously , when i sit down , my hair could touch my upper thighs , and it's only at my breast area now ... Other than that , when i tied a high ponytail , i could bring my ponytail to the front and smell my hair . it can't even reach my nose now . on the other hand , after cutting my hair , i feel refreshed , it's like a change in me . My head is not as heavy anymore .
If you're a constant reader of my blog , ((i don't think i have any)) , you should know that i am still dwelling over this relationship of me and my ex-bestfriend . haven't got over it for around two years , Even though i already have a new bff , and i'm glad to say that , but i still can't seem to get over it . Have you ever trusted a person with all your wills , and you never doubted them ? no matter how much that person rejected you , hurts you , you're still willing to go back to them once they need you . You'll still place them as your first priority , when you're not their first . Well , i think it's really time for me to move on . I just have to try harder .
Four years had past , in a few blinks . Yesterday seems to be just the first day of my secondary school life . wow . I can hardly cope with my studies as compared to the times when i'm still a lower sec student . Things get harder . Especially when i chose the wrong subject combination . This suck , doesn't it ? I tried studying for the subject that i regretted choosing - amath . but no matter how hard i tried , i still don't understand anything , and yesterday was amath's paper one . I only have confident in one question . goodluck howei . My academics in Primary school isn't really constant too . I did pretty well when i'm in primary 1 and 2 . subsequently , the other years was plainly horrible . Taking two o'level subjects when i'm in NA stream was a big challenge . Provided that i'm not like any of those clever kids out there . I really hope that i could do well for my national examinations . and get the point that my parents wanted , and get in the course that i longed for .
Here are some pic when my hair is still long .
//pardon my grammar//
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