a day to remember

 
Photo credit , Claire 's instagram . 

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A day , with laughter , memories , lesson learnt too . releasing of GCE O'lvl 's result . went hall straight after last period , to witness the scene . receiving result , isn't as easy as i thought . it's worst than PSLE . tbh , idgaf about psle . that's why i scored such a mark , ended up in NA stream . 

Saw a lot of the graduated students crying , imagine two years later , it's my turn . scary lah .  seeing them crying makes me sad too . LOL 

waited for Claire with henrietta and mingchong ! hah , henrietta is the last minute guest ! haha walked to Xinwang to have lunch . both henrietta and me totally have no idea what's and where's xinwang ! haha epic much . got new names from mc . FAT HO and LAO WEI ! so uncivilise ! tsktsk . 

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see that frigging cute doraemon and the letter ? it's from me ! heh . happy belated old day , lao chong ! stay old , dumb , act cute no cute ! k . glad that i met ! if not , i don't even knw that my primary sch has a student like you ! HAAH. cello lah horh ! 

photo credit , Lim Ming Chong 's instagram . 

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got these from Claire ! souvenirs from aus ! thanks a lot , the pouch is so so so so so cute lah pls ! thanks for the letter too ! all the best in your future ! no longer a secondary sch student ! 

in short , a fruitful day , fun with lesson learnt . 10.1.13 .

that's all ! 

day five of three-six-five

after three days of schooling , finally , it came to a stop . surprisingly , it's only week zero , and i already have homework . well , sec three life really isn't easy . have to buck up my sec two math too . but i managed to understand what teacher have taught bc of someone lah , even though i asked stupid and annoying questions , like how do we know what number to put , blah . that someone still explain everything , slowly until i understand uh , haha , i got myself a tuition teacher . 

sec 1 orientation started yesterday , tiring . but fun yeah . bc there's weishan and henrietta ! hee . the sec ones are so cute can can . 

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did a little of house cleaning tdy . 

this is what i've found , a box full of my collection . winx club , disney , fairies magazine . a lot of books that teaches how to draw . few sketch books . colouring books . the jenny doll was my very first doll . and i haven't took it out . it costs 80rm . i have a collection of it too :O they are like don't know how many times prettier and less creepier than barbie dolls :X loots of memories . 

the girls's comeback are like awesome . sooyoung is like so pretty ! tiffany , taeyeon too ! ahh . hahas okay , enough . back to study .

bye 

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day two of three-six-five

school started . everyone's reaction will be like 'huh , y so fast' know what ? i'm giving that reaction too . really , my holiday mood just started , well . time doesn't wait or slows down . if it do , the world is literally ending . 

i really missed primary school life , or even kindergarten's . it was really stress-free , worry-free , study-free . we still have know idea what's heart ache then , how memories can hurt people . i really miss then . i'm into a new class , seeing unfamiliar faces , i feel awkward . keeping my mouth shut for most of the time . it's like really unlike the normal me please . sigh . i can't stop sighing omg .

so cute :> really miss the time luh . praying hard that sec 3 will be alright . 

resolutions .

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it's 2013 , a new year though , hoping that things will change for the better of course , all the best . 

a new class , new life , everything new . 

here's my wishlist . simple enough . 

1) study hard 

sec three isn't a year to slack , amaths isn't as easy . i'll work doubly hard this year i swear . 

2) save money 

well , previous years, i didn't save much , due to reasons , but i'm going to save this year bc i really want to buy things that i want .

3) keep fit / diet / slim down 

i'm like really fat after the trip overseas :( so yeah .

4) more friends 

i can simply call everyone my friend , but true friend are a totally different thing . 

5) more followers

every follower i get , i smile i little inside . 

6) be myself 

finding the truly me . 

7) sunset / sunrise 

really hope to watch the sunset or rise with my naked eyes , it's always super pretty in pictures 

8) USS 

i havent' been there . it's like very fun eh 

9) smile more .

stay happy 

that's all . it's simple enough, others might find it easy to be achieved but not to me . 

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2013 ♥

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hello :) it's officially twenty-thirteen nowww ! T_T 
omfg so it means that , school's reopening 
AHHH no . 

i didn't manage to blog like last year
bc of some issues la horh. 

and guess what , 
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i'm fifteen already .
sigh , so old . 
shall keep this post short and sweet , 
bc i still need your attention for the next post ! 
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SMILE , PEOPLES
do follow me on twitter @w_howei 
cheers

my two-zero-one-two Ü

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Basically , this will be a super duper uper extremely long post from me . Do bear with me for minutes , and you'll get something in the end ^^ 

Well, in the year of twenty-twelve , break downs , happy moments , lessons learnt , grown up , blah. too much to be listed. shall start , so , LEGGO !

things went smoothly from the start of the year , friendship isn't a major problem. i'm still able to concentrate in class , hang outs with besties all the memorable moments. January is a month with the most birthday babies . on the seventh , what a day to remember , not going in depth , too much of personal happiness . 
Soon , things started to go in different directions , friendship too , barriers are all set up . bc of that , i hardly pay attention in class , test results dropped a lot , trying my best to catch up with the rest , studied til late midnight , and got only 3-4 hours of sleep . due to this things happening , i hardly eat anything , and that's how i got gastric . 

Soon , MYE's arriving , parents have set their target for me . top 10 in class , top 20 in level . and they'll buy me a new phone. i'm working towards their target , studying super hard , even went to those friends of mine who are older than me's house . results are out . i got 9th in class , 18/19 in level , didn't fail any subject . i was like , damn happy la . went home straight after school , showed my mum , she's said 'good job' but , still got my father la , need see face cb. i showed him at night , he's like 'why all get so low. 9th nia , maybe is ur class all lousy one. EVEN YOU.' knn , say me jiu okay liao la , y class too . then i didn't manage to get a new hp. FU . 

suddenly , friendship isn't the problem anymore , they're back . i promised myself to treat them best , not letting go. blah .

Everything's perfectly fine until my birthday month. September . everyone left . except for some . out of the blue , i feel that i'm like living in a dark society . people leaves whenever they want and comes back . there's no light in front of me , everything's black . i'm afraid that i might took the wrong path and regret . birthday one the twenty-first . it's just like a normal day . got present from Janice , Dilys , mc , claire and wx . received cards from ethelind and raymond. thanks. i thought that those who're still important to me will wish me , so i stayed up throughout the whole day , waiting for miracle to happen . well , nah , feel like breaking down but i couldn't. Not even in the birthday mood . sigh .

EOY's . my parents set target agn. top 6 , okay , i'm like working really hard every single fucking day . even burned midnight oils even i had studied the whole day . Geography , Science, math and english is a major problem. my english is like super cui . science cmi. math teacher expected good results from me , doubly stressed . i like geog , but the teacher who taught don't give a damn . ended. i'm streaming this yr , having a major problem choosing the subject combination too. 

Wanted to take Amaths , but i'm afraid that i might not be able to , geog , afraid that i might fail . but i gave it a try. result's out , got the combination that i want. thank god . mum's proud of me . but dad isn't LOL . i don't care him. 

School holidays, literally rotting at home , audi-ing everyday . but i'm glad that there's still CO ongoing . 
idk how i met this bian tai in audi . he's like super uncle omg , haha , he became my audi buddy slash whatsapp buddy . at least i have someone to spent my nights with even those days when i'm in china . surprisingly , he could stand my bhb-ness . haha omfg . it's kind of a blessing to me luh , idk him. super bian tai uncle and pig siah . 

my holidays is like super packed . went china , and hometown, msia. and when i'm back in sg , it's left with two weeks or less. so yeah , two months of holiday flied like this . 
dear twenty-thirteen , be a better year 

it's coming to an end . i know this is a super lengthy post . To those who managed to read till here , THANKYOU ! you've succeeded taking in my craps , this is like super boring uh , i know. curious of what you'll get ? HAHA it's something called nothing ! ^^   

-BYE

Christmas

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it's 29th today , i know. 

four days after christmas. 

maybe not posting on the day will made a difference .

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This year , it's like one of the most suckish christmas.

didn't have the day to myself .

parents wanted me to stay at home. 

sigh. 

didn't receive any christmas wishes , 

until i'm the one who wished them first.

feeling so unwanted luh. 

it's like i'm fucking so not important .

until no one cares to wish me

feeling kinda down.

trying my very best to stay positive

giving myself the thought that , 

they're asleep , 

busy or whatever shit.

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believing that i'll definitely receive one.

well , nah.

other than that bian tai. 

he whatsapped me in the midnight 

bc i told him to do so in audi.

haha , 

just to make myself a little happy. 

sigh, he's phone is like got spammed by wishes.

making me jealous only . 

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but i received a post card from ethelind ,

a friend that i've met in fb

we don't know each other , 

but she knows my deepest . 

idk why , but i rather trusting strangers online than in rl.

bc they dk us . so they won't judge 

they don't leak out secrets. 

reliable. 

all those. 

from the bottom of my heart, i love you ethelind

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last christmas , 

just a dream. 

bc i know that, i will never had a perfect day like that

my life don't deserve those perfect day

that i'm blessed with wishes,

having rl friend that really cares

i don't deserve that, really. 

since i'm those person that no one will like

how boring , how lame. 

never someone's first priority.

those gifts that i've received last yr, 

i'll never going to receive any agn

everything's so perfect, 

let it just be a dream.