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Sorry for not posting for a long time . school's tiring , really . 
it's no longer the sec one and two's life . so slackkish , stress-free . 
Seems that sec three is when everyone got matured unknowingly . right ?
Things doesn't go the way they supposed . 
it's just third week of school , and i've already feel the urgent , the important of sec three . 
really fucked up with my current timetable . tons of homework , and i still have lot of things to do at home .
another major thing is SYF . it'll happen in mid april . so yeah . 
three months more to endure . 
after that , i'm a little free . 
to be honest , i feel so old out of a sudden . 
weekends are no longer a time for me to enjoy and relax , 
but a time for me to complete all my homework and revisions . 
if i'm already suffering in sec three , how am i going to survive in sec four ? 
emath and amath isn't easy . brain is required . 
sigh . pray that i could conquer the major exams this year . 
amen . 
not a time for relationship shit . 
shall update the orientation post another day .  

drifted .

hello , it has been a week , since i last blogged . well , things happened . it's like , all my fault , my wrong , my bad . probably , over stubborn , dumb , and stupid . shouldn't have done all that . or even tweeted the 'rt for a shoutout' tweet . lost someone that cared for me , and i cared for . how dumb . i know . i always failed to be someone's good friend , i gives shit . it has been a long time , since i last smiled so much . really . but , it's all over . Mary Jane, by Click five 's lyrics really spoken my heart out . Orientation camp tomorrow . having difficulties to stay hyper , and bright . tired of everything . really . 
[ I didn't cry the day you moved away
Didn't think that I would feel this painUntil I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocenceAnd it's something that you set by being friendsTell me how, help me say the words out loud
Could it be that nothing's gonna change?'Cause time has gone away, you're taking backEverything you thought you had
Can't you see the girl you used to be?The one I lost when I let go of youOh, whatever happened to Mary JaneI need to wake up from the state of mindThe situation is a staying kindI gotta catch your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall?Would you even find the time to doubt it all?Tell me how, help me say the words out loud
Could it be that nothing's gonna change?'Cause time has gone away, you're taking backEverything you thought you had
Can't you see the girl you used to be?The one I lost when I let go of youOh, whatever happened to Mary Jane
'Cause time is taking backEverything I thought we had, Mary JaneHope you say the words out loud
Could it be that nothing's gonna change?'Cause time has gone away, you're taking backEverything you thought you had
Can't you see the girl you used to be?The one I lost when I let go of youOh, whatever happened to Mary JaneOh, whatever happened to Mary Jane ]

a day to remember

 
Photo credit , Claire 's instagram . 

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A day , with laughter , memories , lesson learnt too . releasing of GCE O'lvl 's result . went hall straight after last period , to witness the scene . receiving result , isn't as easy as i thought . it's worst than PSLE . tbh , idgaf about psle . that's why i scored such a mark , ended up in NA stream . 

Saw a lot of the graduated students crying , imagine two years later , it's my turn . scary lah .  seeing them crying makes me sad too . LOL 

waited for Claire with henrietta and mingchong ! hah , henrietta is the last minute guest ! haha walked to Xinwang to have lunch . both henrietta and me totally have no idea what's and where's xinwang ! haha epic much . got new names from mc . FAT HO and LAO WEI ! so uncivilise ! tsktsk . 

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see that frigging cute doraemon and the letter ? it's from me ! heh . happy belated old day , lao chong ! stay old , dumb , act cute no cute ! k . glad that i met ! if not , i don't even knw that my primary sch has a student like you ! HAAH. cello lah horh ! 

photo credit , Lim Ming Chong 's instagram . 

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got these from Claire ! souvenirs from aus ! thanks a lot , the pouch is so so so so so cute lah pls ! thanks for the letter too ! all the best in your future ! no longer a secondary sch student ! 

in short , a fruitful day , fun with lesson learnt . 10.1.13 .

that's all ! 

day five of three-six-five

after three days of schooling , finally , it came to a stop . surprisingly , it's only week zero , and i already have homework . well , sec three life really isn't easy . have to buck up my sec two math too . but i managed to understand what teacher have taught bc of someone lah , even though i asked stupid and annoying questions , like how do we know what number to put , blah . that someone still explain everything , slowly until i understand uh , haha , i got myself a tuition teacher . 

sec 1 orientation started yesterday , tiring . but fun yeah . bc there's weishan and henrietta ! hee . the sec ones are so cute can can . 

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did a little of house cleaning tdy . 

this is what i've found , a box full of my collection . winx club , disney , fairies magazine . a lot of books that teaches how to draw . few sketch books . colouring books . the jenny doll was my very first doll . and i haven't took it out . it costs 80rm . i have a collection of it too :O they are like don't know how many times prettier and less creepier than barbie dolls :X loots of memories . 

the girls's comeback are like awesome . sooyoung is like so pretty ! tiffany , taeyeon too ! ahh . hahas okay , enough . back to study .

bye 

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day two of three-six-five

school started . everyone's reaction will be like 'huh , y so fast' know what ? i'm giving that reaction too . really , my holiday mood just started , well . time doesn't wait or slows down . if it do , the world is literally ending . 

i really missed primary school life , or even kindergarten's . it was really stress-free , worry-free , study-free . we still have know idea what's heart ache then , how memories can hurt people . i really miss then . i'm into a new class , seeing unfamiliar faces , i feel awkward . keeping my mouth shut for most of the time . it's like really unlike the normal me please . sigh . i can't stop sighing omg .

so cute :> really miss the time luh . praying hard that sec 3 will be alright . 

resolutions .

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it's 2013 , a new year though , hoping that things will change for the better of course , all the best . 

a new class , new life , everything new . 

here's my wishlist . simple enough . 

1) study hard 

sec three isn't a year to slack , amaths isn't as easy . i'll work doubly hard this year i swear . 

2) save money 

well , previous years, i didn't save much , due to reasons , but i'm going to save this year bc i really want to buy things that i want .

3) keep fit / diet / slim down 

i'm like really fat after the trip overseas :( so yeah .

4) more friends 

i can simply call everyone my friend , but true friend are a totally different thing . 

5) more followers

every follower i get , i smile i little inside . 

6) be myself 

finding the truly me . 

7) sunset / sunrise 

really hope to watch the sunset or rise with my naked eyes , it's always super pretty in pictures 

8) USS 

i havent' been there . it's like very fun eh 

9) smile more .

stay happy 

that's all . it's simple enough, others might find it easy to be achieved but not to me . 

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2013 ♥

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hello :) it's officially twenty-thirteen nowww ! T_T 
omfg so it means that , school's reopening 
AHHH no . 

i didn't manage to blog like last year
bc of some issues la horh. 

and guess what , 
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i'm fifteen already .
sigh , so old . 
shall keep this post short and sweet , 
bc i still need your attention for the next post ! 
:D 
SMILE , PEOPLES
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cheers