EMA 2013 .

Hello readers , //make noises// i finally blogged . like finally . well , i'm busy with stuffs , like open house and camp (it's cancelled :/ ) sigh , well , i think i should just update before i go back to msia next week . let's go . 

As you all know , EMA is an award that it's world-widely recognised . so everybody wants to win that . and on twitter , there's this EMA buzz thing going on . meaning hashtag #EMAzing(your idol name) behind every tweet , it'll increase the buzz . haha , obviously , EXO was like trending , so i joined in #EMAzingEXO . 

i started by spamming a few by a few . bc i don't think it's like some big thing . but as days past , the fandom starts to spam more , and people starts to get tweetjailed . 

and finally , the last few hours , everybody was like on "world war III" mode . spamming keypads etc etc . i even lend my kpop acc to my friend just to spam the hashtag . ofc that friend was someone i trusted a lot . On that night itself , i stayed up to 430 am (sgt) just to keep spamming and make sure that EXO has the most buzz . my acc got suspended and tweetjail , so i stopped . hahahaha . 

fan wars is a must , oh well , EXO 1D JB . but , surprisingly ... Chris Lee . HAHAHA , still , congrats ! 

Everybody will definitely feel disappointed , but .. i'm still happy about it . like , look on the bright sight . EXO is now world-widely recognised . hahaha , isn't it great ? and they got the most buzz (meaning tweets received per minute) . 

Oh well ! 
actually , it's quite touching to see the whole k-pop fandom coming together as one . voting for the boys . :') 

WE ARE ONE , EXO HWAITING ! 

latepost : 15th birthday .

15th .

Helloooo ! i wanted to blog about EMA and two M/V reviews first actually .. but , i realised that i didn't blog about my birthday this year .. as it's like a tradition for me to blog about it . 

I'm officially 15 on 21st September . no longer a 14 years old girl :( i'm so old . sigh . 

enough of self ranting . haha . i'm sososososososo blessed this year . well , this simply shows that without you , i can still smile as per normal . HAHAHA , but i really miss you . if only you rmb what we did tgt .. bc i still do . 

This year , my group celebrated it one day before the actual day . bc my bday fell on a saturday this year . hahaha . yea , so since there's school on friday . why not just , heehee . i'm super surprised how much they did for me , bc we just know each other this year .. and it's not even 8months of friendship yet ... 

-Ribbon earring and bear keychain(?) from Angela AKA dajie .

(there's still a knitted pouch)

awwww . i love you :') .

-EXO note pad from .. 

i can't rmb if it's junheng or ela .

still , thanks !

EXO note book from .. junheng (?)

pardon my memory XD .

YAYYYYYY finally smth i wanted for months .

thanks junheng !

ok , i still hate you a lot . hahahaha . 

P/S : there's still EXO posters from Ela , but i'm too lazy to take it out . 

Saw those ? HAHA , omg , they're not really a EXO fan but they got them for me . hehe . i love you guys . 

next , let's move on to bday wishes . 

From junheng , Cindi , Angela , Solihin , Wincent , Ela , Lewin and Elvin .

From Joel , Nicholas , Cyril , Juan Poh , Shannon , Yeexuan , Jieying and Elgin .

From my love ones (XD) , Brandon , Waiyan , Fathan , Ela , Bella , Gracia , Angela .

Last but not least , MAH RED FACE TWIN , SHUMIN ! .

HAHAHA , AREN'T THEY CUTE AND SWEET ? HAHAHAHAHA . (ok , not all) .

so blessed to be in this class . 

NOT THE END YET LOR . 

there're still moreeeee . hahaha , on the actual day , i went Bugis with Brandon(my mom) and claire(my mom too) HAHAHAHA . Claire is so going to kill me after reading this . 

only Brandon gave me present on that day hahaha . what a burden plastic bag that kept hitting my leg . tsk .

HAHAHAHAHA , tao used to be in my top four . but , sorry XD .

OMGG . LOOK AT MY FIRST BABY , SO HOT IN SPECS X.X .

thanks mom for the letter though . i like my name the best .

Thankyou so much for that day hahahaha . i failed to buy yoshinoya's kiddo set . XD . that's .... embarrassing . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . 

ON MONDAY : 

Which is Brandon's birthday la . hahahaha . i recieved presents from dad , claire and peiqin (?) .

from claire lor . HAHAHA , she used my crapping style XD .

i'm touched though . she filled up every single page .

OK , I THINK I FILLED UP MORE FOR BRANDON'S BOOK XD .

from dad/dumb/mingchong .

FINALLY A DECENT LETTER .

thanks though ! 

This is from ig . hahahaha . the markers are from peiqin .

thanks claire for the album ! my very first album !

:')

i got the OT12 photocard !!! .

it's shown on top . 

thanks . 

WE'VE CAME TO THE END ...

Basically , i'm blessed to know them . they played such an important role in my life . Best birthday ever maybe ? . 

will blog about them more in December . HAHAHAHA . look forward ! .

that's all.

xx

DREAM

" What's life without dream ? "

Well , the quote above came randomly when i'm still thinking of how to kick start this post . HAHAHA . Shall just follow my instinct , shall we ? .

//DISCLAIMER : THIS POST MAY NOT BE AS PERFECT AS THOSE TOP BLOGGER'S . //

I believe that the word "dream" itself means a lot to everybody out there . maybe not everybody , most of the people .. i bet . But for me , dream isn't really as important . 
ok , let's start from kindergarten . I believes that , when it comes to art and craft lesson , teachers will definitely ask "what do you want to be when you grow up ?" . I bet , this is one of everyone's favourite topic then . hahah , in fact , i hate it so much . So you must be thinking that .. did i hand in white paper ? HAHAHA . of course i didn't . I just drew something for the sake of drawing . 
According to my memory , i drew nurse . because i find it easiest of all . Since a nurse isn't what i really want to be , so i find it extremely hard to answer whenever the teacher asked my why . LOL . and the other students will go like .. "oh , because i want to sing to the whole world." , "bc my mom is a doctor" etc . 

Hmm , frankly speaking , being someone without a dream sucks , really . I feel like a total failure . hahaha . I doubt the others can feel me . 
But seriously , when people asked "what's your dream ?" I'll be hearing different answers from my friends .. "a baker!" , "artist!" , "singer!" etc .. i felt left out as they continue chatting about their dream . 
So i always ask myself .. what do i really want to be when i grow up . I've though of a few things .. like opening up a bubbletea shop , a clothes store .. LOL . but i came to a conclusion that .. as long as i'm with my close friends , i'm more than contented already . 
HAHAHAHA , i sound like someone who's easy to please , don't I ? .

Speaking of this topic , I've a friend who dreamed to be a singer .. well , nothing is impossible . and the word 'impossible' is usually broken down into 'i'm possible' . so yah . 

Ysh ! nothing is impossible alright ! be confident ! . Never let your parents's words bring you down and give up everything . Since you have the passion for it , why not just treasure it ? hahahaha , unlike me , i don't really have a passion for anything yet . go on small singing contests ! if you failed , never mind . at least you got your experience . And the judges will give you advice too ! . see , you're helping yourself . Posting your singing on media places works too ! I'm sure that there'll be kind hearted people who'll give you some advice . HAHAHA . i'm not some professional singer , and my singing sucks , so i can't give you any . xD . alright ! 

i know that you'll be reading this post . 

that's all x 
BYE !  ^^ 

[REVIEW] 내일은 없어 , "Now" - Trouble maker

Hello viewers , this is my very first review on a song . the thought of reviewing a song and music video came across my mind yesterday . As you know , i'm having my holidays already .. This shows that i'm kinda free .. and bored . HAHAHAHA . alright . chop chop . Let's move on ! 

Trouble Maker - '내일은 없어 (Now)' M/V

On 28th October , Trouble Maker (HyunA , Hyunseung) cameback with this song . Their previous / debut song was great . (well , i guess , "great" isn't good enough to describe that song) If you've yet to listen to it , please do . 

Let's start with the song . The song itself is already good enough . Perhaps , it's pretty addictive . But , I have to confess that ... i listened to it several times when it was released before i could remember the melody . (maybe this only applies to me) . Nevertheless , i love it a lot . listening to it seems to be my daily routine . 

Alright ! let's move on to the M/V . Well , before the whole song and M/V was released , i actually watched their teaser . 

Trouble Maker - '내일은 없어 (Now)' (teaser)

So this was it . the teaser . when i watched it .. i was like "OMO , what's this ? M!8 ? " HAHAHA . look at those scenes . 

Back to the M/V (not the teaser) I actually find it kind of link-less with the song . it's like , those scenes .. sudden chasing girls out of the room . sudden kissing , sudden touching scenes , sudden car , sudden wrapping . HAHAHA wth . i'm not sure how the others think , it's just my view . i mean no harm (LOL WTH) .

But two days ago , the uploaded another M/V . well , it's not another M/V .. but just the "uncut" version . that's what they said . 

Trouble Maker - '내일은 없어 (Now)' M/V (Uncut)

When i watch it , everything make sense to me . hahaha . so , i shall just write out what's shown in the uncut ver. 

HyungSeung's role was like helping other people to do stuffs . well , it's not those easy stuffs .. in fact , it's killing someone . so , at the start , they're filming hyunseung and this guy walking towards each other's direction .. When the guy walk passed him , he just took out the gun and shot him in the stomach . The next scene was another guy walking pass this bin . He placed a paper bag on it . Hyunseung came and took it .. it's cash . 

The next part (which the song started) shows the couple's good and bad times . Seems that they used to be a happy couple before hyunseung got the money . Later in the song , they're back together after all the visits of pub alone (hyuna) and having girls on bed (hyunseung) lol . When they first got back , they're like kissing each other , and those scenes . When HyunA fell asleep , hyunseung took a gun and went out . The song Stopped in the middle . Seems like he's going to kill someone again . well , this time , the person got smarter and brought people along . Hyunseung got chased , he went into a place and .. "boom" it's cut with a black scene and the song resumed . He came out with blood stains all over his shirt . :( . the person came out and tried to hit/kill hyungseung .. but hyunseung stabbed him in the stomach instead . Oh , here comes the race cars . and they're dancing their chorus part in the middle . Seems like HyunA is waiting fot Hyunseung to come back . 

After the fight that Hyunseung had .. he's walking again in this place that he's in at the start .. this time round , there's this person in black hoodie walking to his direction while he's walking to the opposite . when they're about to walk pass each other , the person took you a gun and press it against hyunseng's stomach and shot a few shots :( . the next scene is showing Hyunseng driving in the car , pulling a stop at the roadside with blood on his hand .. I infer that he quickly drove his car after he got shot . (LOL) he still have his last breath maybe . Before he dies in the car , there're scenes showing how happy him himself and HyunA was before . 

Aww :( . i find it sad . now , while listening to the song , a different picture was painted . 

Other than this song , the other songs in their album "Chemistry" isn't bad too ! 

that's all . 

xx

"100 facts about me " .

Haha , ok , read the title ? cut the crab and let's go .

1) i'm a girl .
2) fifteen this year
3) my horoscope - virgo .
4) i'm a malaysian
5) studying in singapore since 2002 .
6) hardly sleeps at night unless i'm sick or real tired .
7) so i usually cry myself to sleep lol .
8) or i'll watch runningman/wgm until real late .
9) my hardwork rarely pays off .
10) indecisive at all time .
11) favourite food - potato
12) favourite fruit - lemon .
13) school skirts are such a burden .
14) people got tired of me easily .
15) i know a girl from msia through fb . and we used to be bestfriends . she knows almost everything about me and i tell her almost everything .
16) i have this friend who walked the longest distance home with me .
17) we chat almost everything .
18) we even talks about our future .
19) that's the only time when i don't think of dying .
20) when i've decided on something , i mean it .
21) twenty one is my favourite number .
22) always wanted to do a song cover on insta but ohwell .
23) so i sang with helium voice . it's on insta .
24) seems that most of my friends can sing well .
25) my voice is lower than a normal girl's voice .
26) didn't cut my hair for like two years .
27) the word failure describes me .
28) yellow is my favourite colour .
29) i'm 167cm tall .
30) 170 is my ideal height .
31) tomboy
32) low self esteem
33) bhb
34) someone who overthinks .
35) someone who ask others to trust her while she doesn't even trust herself .
36) fake smiles .
37) smiling isn't as easy as before .
38) i look into the mirror everyday
39) and ask : why am i so ugly .
40) why am i so fat .
41) why am i even here .
42) my studies sucks
43) my result sucks
44) i suck too .
45) two brothers two sisters
46) all of them are annoying .
47) i am too .
48) my house is too white .
49) i got my first phone this year .
50) it's galaxy s3 .
51) i ruin everything
52) never good enough
53) everybody will stay happier without me .
54) i remember all the promises that i made .
55) exo is the cutest boy group
56) i love park chanyeol .
57) kpop lover
58) i prefer hanging out with seniors
59) bc i like being the youngest .
60) i don't find myself pretty .
61) i don't think i'm attractive at all .
62) i don't own a good heart .
63) i only accepted someone once for r/s lol .
64) a lot of ppl asked me for stead before . lol .
65) and i don't rmb who .
66) i don't know who is my bestfriend .
67) bc i find it embarrassing to say out a name when i'm actually not his/her bestfriend .
68) i am better off alone .
69) i think i shld die .
70) i should break the friendship . i mean it .
71) bc i am hurting people .
72) negatively negative .
73) i 自作主张 a lot .
74) i regretted .
75) played cello for 7 years .
78) i love doraemon .
79) my senses always fail to get tgt .
80) dumb , stupid and useless .
81) fat .
82) ugly .
83) i don't have dress
84) been to msia , viet , china and sg .
85) keep things to myself .
86) sleeps in class
87) i speak cantonese .
88) scared of cat .
89) left out .
90) everybody's first and current impression of me is similar . except for shixuan .
91) she thinks that i'm fierce and unfriendly at first .
92) while others says that i'm quiet .
93) Justin my baby .
94) i think i'm brave .
95) i love cockroach .
96) i crap a lot .
97) daydream .
98) i want double eyelid .
99) shumin my twinneh .
100) hundred is never enough .

my neighbour asked me to . so ye .

Annual prefects' camp oh camp . || twozeroonethree .

okayyy . as its written as the title , this post will be about the 2 days 1 night prefects' camp just ended like few days ago . i'll definitely try my best to keep it lengthy and crap-less .

LEGGO

Frankly speaking , i'm afraid that i couldn't make it to this camp as i'm like having some high fever the night before . //WOAH// . but , tada ! i made it . 

LOOK , THIS IS THE REGISTRATION ARIIIEA . 

OBVEEOUSLY WE GOT BORED WAITING AND HAHAHA .

BLAME THE FLASH LIGHT OKAY . // cr. brandon's phone .

DAY 2 . AT PUNGGOL WATERWAY . 

MY PWETTY PHOTOGRAPHY SKILL . 

MORE SKILLS . 

MORE MORE SKILLS . 

BLAME THE SUN K . 

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To conclude , i maybe this camp isn't the best camp but . ohwell , it's the skills that we got back at the end of the day the main thing . 

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//disclaimer . this is a personal post . you may choose not to read .
end of year examinations ended . yes , ended . finally , it's time to call this nightmare a close . but , well , y'knw , what comes next ? results ? yes , oh damn freaking yes . so , i call this another nightmare . sigh . you see , life is like a cycle unless you die uh . that's why ... i want to die so much . oh kay , my head is going  to be on the ground soon . oppsie .
sighpie . gotten back my results . it really suck to core . core yes core . not mantle nor crust . I only passed like two ... my combined science and chinese . so fucking sad lol .
mdm see told me that i f9-ed both my a and e math . how sad is that you tell me . lordohgosh . why in the world did i even chose this combi . when i wanted art like so much . urg . damn everything . well . i have to face the consequences .
i think getting single digit for amath is like my 强项 alr . what a good one . i'm kind of used to it le . sigh . but i'll still cry .. bc it's like I REALLY DID DAMN FUCKING STUDY .
speaking abt that . none of my hardwork paid off omg . it's like , i really sat down to really study for hours , i made notes , so that it'll be easier for me to read and understand and memorise etc . but , well .. everything went down the drain .. do you know how's the feeling like ? sighmuffin . i even came back to school on saturdays to ... FORGET IT .  what done is done . i can't really change anything though .. 

well , worrying , i'm still worrying .. i don't think i'll do as well ... i got kind of fed up when teachers kept on asking me .. what happened to my results .. i wished i know why too . all i could do was to say don't know .. 

sometimes , i really can't not blame myself for everything , but , oh , you see .. i started every single shit , and i thought it would benefit both side .. and i realised that it's not even helping .. i don't know what to do , but to just keep blaming myself ... maybe i shall just not be so 自作主张 anymore . sighcake . 

xx the end xx .