Annyeong . kekeke . This is my second post of the day . Well , today was my last day of school for the month January . Because i'm leaving for malaysia later on , at 4am in the morning . so ... i managed to skip two days of school ? (there's hardly any important lesson on thursday though , it's just 2 periods of pe) . Even though it's only the first month , there's already things bothering me .
Firstly ; Time constraint . I hardly have any spare time to do my studying and reading up . Everyday seems like so full . (pardon my sentence structure) . It's like , there're many "events" after school that lasts until quite late .. and by the time i packed up , left , and reached home , it's already 7+ to 730 in the evening . After that , i have to finish stuffs like house chores etc , wash up too . I've been either staying up late or waking up early in the morning , like 0430 , or even both , nowadays . Thus , i'm normally half dead when i'm in school . (probably this solves the qn : why do i look so lifeless/sad in school these days) . Is it me or what , I realised that i'm less lively .. eotteoke ? . Hopes that this routine doesn't last .
Secondly ; to be very very very honest , i don't think i suit the role as a chairman in co though . idk why too ... i just feel that way . Recently , "Do you deserve that place ?" , "Why are you here ?" , "Where's your potential ? do you see it ?" strikes me . What to do ? .
Thirdly (lastly ?) ; Amath . I'm thinking if i should just give up on it .. Since I don't get anything .. despite me trying my best to understand . These days , as and when there's amath lesson , i hardly look forward to it . When there's amath homework given , i tried doing it ... but i couldn't write anything out , so i'll end up crying (lol) . yknw , normally , when people wants to give up something , they hardly give a damn on that particular thing . but .... sigh . i didn't want to disappoint Mr Wong , my parents , etc . Well , on the other hand , i want to give up . so messed up , so confused . like , when brandon called me on monday , asking me if i want amath's 10yr series , i immediately blurted out "no , i don't want" . i'm pretty sure that this thought didn't go into my mind . sigh amath .
That's all i guess . Tbh , there's stll afew .. i couldn't remember it now .
x .
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Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
YOOP '2014 .
Hooray ! YOOP'14 had finally ended :') . hard works , scoldings , shoutings , preparations , did pay off . It's actually a 6 days orientation for the sec ones . Was actually hoping to get 1E3 with Joshua , since i've been orientating that class for the past two years . Well , i got 1N2 instead .
This is my 10th camp with the school , 9th camp in school , 4th orientation camp . i shall start with day one .
DAY ONE :
Frankly speaking , i was expecting this class to be quiet . As the trend had proven that , from my batch onwards (2011) , Normal Acad classes are more well behaved , more attentive , much more easy to be settled as compared to the express classes . But .. NO . they doesn't make it seems like it's their second day of school , second day meeting their classmates . Bring them to tour around the school isn't something very easy . because , firstly : they're noisy . which leads to the second point , they're not as cooperative . After the tour , we still have plenty of time before we can dismiss them .. so we taught them the typical school cheer which everybody in the school knows , which was the yuying cheer .
DAY TWO :
Day two falls on a wednesday , so this means that there's no early dismissal , which means that we doesn't have much time with them . //recalling what we've done in prog// . OH . everything was kind of behind time on that day .. coping up with the events lined for that day was .... kinda challenging . we ended up cutting down the game's timing .. therefore they have enough time to plan for their shine night performance . Well , as i've expected , the planning isn't done very smoothly . agrees and disagrees here and there , now and then . They first came out with the idea of singing a song .. and i was like " :o " . But , hehe , after several times of thinking twice , they chose dance . yay . "an obstacle after another" . here comes the next one ; choosing of song . basically , it's a fight between the guys and the girls , tense is formed , thus , conflict . hahaha , but oh well , it was settled . thanks to the GSL though .
DAY THREE :
The sec fours isn't around due to poly open house , so the sec threes took over . Overall , everything went quite smoothly , but , the dance steps isn't out yet .
DAY FOUR :
It's their second last day to practice their dance . but they only managed to figure out half .. which was quite well done . heh . Today , i managed to bond with the sec ones , not all , but a few . bc for the previous sessions , i wasn't that clost to them .. I only know the chairperson , my neighbour and some girls from my primary . hahahahahha . According to my poor memory , i got closer to Jeffrey and Jonas that day i guess ? bc they talked to me first hahahaha . Despite the number of scoldings that we gave on that day , it's well passed .
DAY FIVE // CAMP DAY 1 :
WOOHOO ! ARE YOU GUYS REAAAADYYYYYYY ? :B . IT'S THE YOOP CAMP DAY ONEEEE !!!!!! . Howei was sosososososo excited for the camp (actually i'm not) . Wasn't with the class for the station games section , because i'm one of the game masters . hehehehehe . my voice was gone during that time alr . stupid yekai don't want to help me , so i have to do it the other way . hahahah . sorry though . after that , we went back to the class to do some last minute rehearsals . I was totally panicking , bc i have to think of some dance steps for the first 50 sec . it was a solo for the facilitators . so khansa and me went to some ulu corner in the school to get inspiration . so when we're listening to the song , i was actually doing some random dance moves ... and we called it our dance steps :B . bravo to me :D . thus , we hopped back to class due to our happiness hahahahaha . and we tried to teach the rest of the prefects , but .. it's our slot already , so we headed to the hall for rehearsal . it turned out ......... quite well .
SKIP
so after that , i quickly taught the prefects the dance , and tada ! we can combine with the class already ! so happy .
SKIP
after dinner , it's SHINE NIGHT ! . parents are walking in , settling down , trying to spot their kids etc . while us , cam whoring . when everything is settled , all the facilitators went to the back stage to prepare for the walk in . yes , i said walk in . but when it's my turn .... i ran instead . haha , can't be blamed , i have this phobia of standing on stage . Typically , we're doing all the cheers , i'm overly hyperactive . i chanted random things when the classes are going up to perform ... :x . Actually , we wanted to perform like in the middle , not the first or the last . but oh well , we're the last . "save the best for the last" teehee . ohoh ! and , when idk which class is performing , they're dancing to apink's nonono . so , me and my ultimate kpop partner sang like so loud asdfghjkl . During our performance , it's kinda awkward .. bc , we're on the stage .
To conclude , even though we didn't win anything for the performance , but we won the best behaved class . i'm proud of you all . Some of them feel sad and sorry , and he/she whatsapped me personally asking me if i'm disappointed , hahaha . jinjja pabo ya ! . ofc not ! winning is not the main idea . the main idea of everything is to bond everybody together ^^ . and Jeffrey is my fav sec one , Jonas is my second .
oh , the second day of the camp is just CCA tour . i was with my CCA .
This is my 10th camp with the school , 9th camp in school , 4th orientation camp . i shall start with day one .
DAY ONE :
Frankly speaking , i was expecting this class to be quiet . As the trend had proven that , from my batch onwards (2011) , Normal Acad classes are more well behaved , more attentive , much more easy to be settled as compared to the express classes . But .. NO . they doesn't make it seems like it's their second day of school , second day meeting their classmates . Bring them to tour around the school isn't something very easy . because , firstly : they're noisy . which leads to the second point , they're not as cooperative . After the tour , we still have plenty of time before we can dismiss them .. so we taught them the typical school cheer which everybody in the school knows , which was the yuying cheer .
DAY TWO :
Day two falls on a wednesday , so this means that there's no early dismissal , which means that we doesn't have much time with them . //recalling what we've done in prog// . OH . everything was kind of behind time on that day .. coping up with the events lined for that day was .... kinda challenging . we ended up cutting down the game's timing .. therefore they have enough time to plan for their shine night performance . Well , as i've expected , the planning isn't done very smoothly . agrees and disagrees here and there , now and then . They first came out with the idea of singing a song .. and i was like " :o " . But , hehe , after several times of thinking twice , they chose dance . yay . "an obstacle after another" . here comes the next one ; choosing of song . basically , it's a fight between the guys and the girls , tense is formed , thus , conflict . hahaha , but oh well , it was settled . thanks to the GSL though .
DAY THREE :
The sec fours isn't around due to poly open house , so the sec threes took over . Overall , everything went quite smoothly , but , the dance steps isn't out yet .
DAY FOUR :
It's their second last day to practice their dance . but they only managed to figure out half .. which was quite well done . heh . Today , i managed to bond with the sec ones , not all , but a few . bc for the previous sessions , i wasn't that clost to them .. I only know the chairperson , my neighbour and some girls from my primary . hahahahahha . According to my poor memory , i got closer to Jeffrey and Jonas that day i guess ? bc they talked to me first hahahaha . Despite the number of scoldings that we gave on that day , it's well passed .
DAY FIVE // CAMP DAY 1 :
WOOHOO ! ARE YOU GUYS REAAAADYYYYYYY ? :B . IT'S THE YOOP CAMP DAY ONEEEE !!!!!! . Howei was sosososososo excited for the camp (actually i'm not) . Wasn't with the class for the station games section , because i'm one of the game masters . hehehehehe . my voice was gone during that time alr . stupid yekai don't want to help me , so i have to do it the other way . hahahah . sorry though . after that , we went back to the class to do some last minute rehearsals . I was totally panicking , bc i have to think of some dance steps for the first 50 sec . it was a solo for the facilitators . so khansa and me went to some ulu corner in the school to get inspiration . so when we're listening to the song , i was actually doing some random dance moves ... and we called it our dance steps :B . bravo to me :D . thus , we hopped back to class due to our happiness hahahahaha . and we tried to teach the rest of the prefects , but .. it's our slot already , so we headed to the hall for rehearsal . it turned out ......... quite well .
SKIP
so after that , i quickly taught the prefects the dance , and tada ! we can combine with the class already ! so happy .
SKIP
after dinner , it's SHINE NIGHT ! . parents are walking in , settling down , trying to spot their kids etc . while us , cam whoring . when everything is settled , all the facilitators went to the back stage to prepare for the walk in . yes , i said walk in . but when it's my turn .... i ran instead . haha , can't be blamed , i have this phobia of standing on stage . Typically , we're doing all the cheers , i'm overly hyperactive . i chanted random things when the classes are going up to perform ... :x . Actually , we wanted to perform like in the middle , not the first or the last . but oh well , we're the last . "save the best for the last" teehee . ohoh ! and , when idk which class is performing , they're dancing to apink's nonono . so , me and my ultimate kpop partner sang like so loud asdfghjkl . During our performance , it's kinda awkward .. bc , we're on the stage .
To conclude , even though we didn't win anything for the performance , but we won the best behaved class . i'm proud of you all . Some of them feel sad and sorry , and he/she whatsapped me personally asking me if i'm disappointed , hahaha . jinjja pabo ya ! . ofc not ! winning is not the main idea . the main idea of everything is to bond everybody together ^^ . and Jeffrey is my fav sec one , Jonas is my second .
with Jeffrey .
don't step handsome la .
i know you very the famous in school now .
but hehe , don't forget me k .
sorry , i didn't take pic with the others ,
bc i don't have time :< .
i'll take with you all some day ok .
oh , the second day of the camp is just CCA tour . i was with my CCA .
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Let it go .
The snow glows white on the mountain tonight ,
not a foot print to be seen .
A kingdom of isolation and it looks like i'm the queen .
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside .
Couldn't keep it in , heaven knows I tried .
Don't let them in , don't let them see .
Be the good girl you always have to be .
Conceal don't feel , don't let them know .
Well , now they know .
Let it go , let it go ,
Can't hold it back anymore .
Let it go , let it go ,
Turn away and slam the door .
I don't care what they're going to say ,
Let the storm rage on .
The cold never bothered me anyway .
It's funny how some distance ,
make everything seem small .
And the fears that once controlled me ,
can't get to me at all .
It's time to see what i can do ,
to test the limits and break through .
No right , no wrong , no rules for me , i'm free .
Let it go , let it go .
I'm the one with the wind and sky .
Let it go , let it go .
You'll never see me cry .
Here i stand , and here i'll stay .
Let the storm rage on .
My power flurries through the air into the ground .
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around ,
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast .
I'm never going back , the past is in the past .
Let it go , let it go .
And i'll rise like the break of dawn .
Let it go , let it go .
That perfect girl is gone .
Here i stand , in the light of ray .
Let the storm rage on .
The cold never bothered me anyway .
not a foot print to be seen .
A kingdom of isolation and it looks like i'm the queen .
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside .
Couldn't keep it in , heaven knows I tried .
Don't let them in , don't let them see .
Be the good girl you always have to be .
Conceal don't feel , don't let them know .
Well , now they know .
Let it go , let it go ,
Can't hold it back anymore .
Let it go , let it go ,
Turn away and slam the door .
I don't care what they're going to say ,
Let the storm rage on .
The cold never bothered me anyway .
It's funny how some distance ,
make everything seem small .
And the fears that once controlled me ,
can't get to me at all .
It's time to see what i can do ,
to test the limits and break through .
No right , no wrong , no rules for me , i'm free .
Let it go , let it go .
I'm the one with the wind and sky .
Let it go , let it go .
You'll never see me cry .
Here i stand , and here i'll stay .
Let the storm rage on .
My power flurries through the air into the ground .
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around ,
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast .
I'm never going back , the past is in the past .
Let it go , let it go .
And i'll rise like the break of dawn .
Let it go , let it go .
That perfect girl is gone .
Here i stand , in the light of ray .
Let the storm rage on .
The cold never bothered me anyway .
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
♛ NEW YEAR RESOLUTION ♛
안녕하세요! i haven't been blogging since last year :o omo otteoke !? . ㅋㅋㅋ . (typical lame joke) . *clears throat* back to the topic . to be honest , this is my very first time writing down my new year resolutions :X *covers face* . i don't know what to wish for though .
♛ NEW YEAR RESOLUTION ♛
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Go on diet (literally)
buck up amath .
study
fangirls lesser
break from kpop near exam periods
save own money for prom
plan everything before doing
be more organised
grow taller
exercise daily *prays*
study
get over some bitch
don't hate
spend more time studying
learn to be thankful
get good results *prays harder*
be more friendly
stay healthy ?
turn into a better person
take study dates seriously
stay pretty and cute ?
more well spent time
post this post
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That's all btw :x i hope that's not a lot ... even though i think it is . i'll take it seriously :B trust me . bye x
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