EMCEE OF DA DEY !

Truthfully speaking , this is my very first time taking the role of an emcee . lol
it's either i'm not bright enough to let my teachers to pick me as one , or i rejects it .
microphone is something i'm afraid of . that's one of the main reason i don't like karaok yo . i'm like a magnet repelling whenever i see one .
but yesterday , 27th .. miracle

emcees of the day , me and felicia . i'm like so scared , unprepared , worried . and the microphone isn't very high class type . which means , i have to shout to it in order to produce good voice quality .. no la , bc they are old ppl , so we're needed to speak louder . HAHA , but it's still very scary , according to felicia , i spoke very fast . ><  lack of confidence

but , towards the end , i'm comfortable with the mic alr . hahah , it's like orientation , only different age grp .

hehe , great day 

x. 

外公 .

七年都过去了 , 外公 , 您好吗 ? 我很想您 . 您在天边过得怎么样 ? 住的好吗 , 吃得好吗 ? 不用担心外婆 , 她很好 . 我们大家都很想念您 .
再过四个月 , 就满七年了 . 还记得我那时候还小 , 不懂事 , 当你过世 , 睡在棺材里时 , 我一滴眼泪也没掉 . 还记得那时外婆打电话来新加坡 , 告诉我们您的消息时 , 妈妈是第一位哭的 , 我还一直在那儿嬉皮笑脸的问妈妈为何哭 , 现在回想起来 , 我才发觉我的行为有多幼稚 ...
外公 , 我真的很想你 , 当我还小时 , 父母在新加坡工作 , 很少来看我 . 所以我从小都是和你比较亲近 ... 您载我去兜风 , 偷偷的带我去买冰淇淋 , 负责接我上下课 . 后来 , 我到了新加坡念书 ，一开始的那几夜 , 我都在想你 , 哭着睡觉 .

可是 . 当我一上小学时 , 命运有些转变了 . 听说您得了一场大病 . 需要拐杖走路 .  还记得您的最后一晚是在我生日之前 . 我忘了日期 ... 外婆告诉我说 , 您当天和往常有大不同 . 您饭吃很多 , 又很慢 . 冲凉又很慢 . 还告诉我外婆说 : 今天帮我冲干净点 , 也特别晚才回房睡觉 .. 接近午夜时 , 您就走了...

隔天 , 我们一家就赶回去 , 每个人的眼睛都哭得又红又肿 . 除了我 .
对不起 , 之前小时候给您贴了不少的麻烦 ,
您又没机会看着我们一个个的成长

外公 , 我好想念您哦 .

23rd april , twenty thirteen .

on the twenty third of april , it's our turn to showcase and shine on the stage of SCH's . we did , our we did not . it's like a dream , unbelievable feelings , unsung scenes . after numerous practices , we're ready . i bet most of them were , but , i don't think i'm . being in co since primary two , this is the first time that i'm worried , excited .. during the past syfs , i don't really give a damn to the achievements . we got silver 3 years consecutively , and i don't feel anything .

we made our way there , worrying , humming the tune , camwhoring too . it seems to be more of a happy thing . when we're outside the hall , waiting , cold sweat runs down , all the unusual things are happening . " CO NUMBER 37 , YUYING SECONDARY SCHOOL , CONDUCTOR , MS DINGXIAOYAN " the moment of glory that the whole orchestra has . according to the ex students , they all said that our chance of getting a distinction is high .. well , maybe . after the performance , i'm like so proud of everybody . LOL . hoping that it's a distinction

counted down to thursday , the 25th . my classmates checked the results , me and joel were stunned , shocked , doesn't know how to react . at the verge of breaking down , but , lessons are still ongoing . last period was physics , there's a test , but , my phone is distracting me . ended up didn't do the test well . i'm like holding my tears . ava room's atmosphere is like , 与往前很不一样 . it's totally different from what i'm expecting ... okay , i cried la . (my first time crying in sch) . so emotional . whenever i think of it , my tears are about to overflow .

but , still , thanks to those seniors who wrote encouraging words . two years later , a better result will be produced , i sumpa .
to all the sec 4s/5s , i'll miss you .

xx hoho

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Hello hello yo yo sup sup peopalll ! okay , crazy enough .
Wow , saw the title ? it's already day 92 , April 2nd . wooooo-wow ! sho damn fast !
This shows a couple of things , my sec four seniors are going to step down from cca , prefect , etc . sighpai , i'll miss them . and and , Mid year exams are coming . well , my school have just distributed the exam timetable . likea a fast . ):
Time flies so fast , while i'm still thinking that it's still the start of the year yesterday , apparently , i woke up from my pretty dream , it's April now . no longer living in the past .
Okay , basically , i've a few things to speak on . Remembering last year , my sec three seniors always tell me how stress they're being an upper sec student for the first time , how busy they are , how stress , how many hws , blah blah . and now , when i'm like telling how many stuffs i have , how busy i am , they basically say "haiya , sec three nothing one , sec four then stress kay" DA FUCK . HARLO , WAKE UP , EITHER YOU OLD OR WHAT FUCK . STM OR SEMO SAI . ISN'T THIS WHAT YOU'VE BEEN COMPLAINING ABT LAST YEAR ? THEN NOW I COMPLAIN CANNOT LAH . SERIOUSLY , NOT TO MENTION THE NAME HERE , HELLO , I FUCKING HATE YOU . OKAY , MAYBE THE FIRST PERSON I REALLY HATE . WOAH , BU ZHI DAO SEMO ATTITUDE . OKAY , THIS IS JUST A VERY VERY VERY SMALL PORTION . THERE'S MUCH MORE IF I'M LISTING IT OUT . WAY TOO MUCH .

Alright , omg , this is more like a complain and singlishy post instead of a proper one .
SYF is coming , in 21 days , and the principal said that co will be closing down if syf was not well done . tbh , i think i'll tear . but i don't want ppl see me cry . sigh . i really find that the principal is looking down on us .. what's this . haiya , nth to say uh , exams coming too .. have to manage time well .
p/s : apologies for vulgarities

Shall make another update real soon !
check it out soon .
x

Being strong

Hello readers ,
After a week or more , i finally found a day to blog . As you all knows , March holidays have already started , perhaps , it's ending soon , real soon . There's too many complains , so i decided to NOT COMPLAIN (:
-TAKE NOTEE ; THIS WILL BE A ULTRA LONG POST-

There's a couple thing i want to touch on on this particular post . bc i'm too lazy to separate them into different posts .
>Firstly , ILJ 
for your information , ILJ stands for Integrated Learning Journey . 13th and 14th of March . Which is last week . For my batch's sec 3s , we went to two different places . They are CHC(chinese heritage centre) which is located in NUS and Changi Airport Terminal 3 ..
Day one , CHC
UPCOMING PICTURES !

-With junheng-

-The cute cute dragon !-

*MY EYES ISN'T THAT SMALL): IT'S THE SUN*

-With Angela-

-De Laoshi:>

Hi , angela againn

With Shannonnnn

Cyril:B

Hello Joel aka ah gong

THIS IS MY NEW BOYBOY. (it's a girl)

Adriana !

Selca of the day

LEWINNN

Sorry mdm see >:)

Shimin. -no offence , you looked creepy

i have no idea what's this

•

Before i go into day two's , There's co rehearsal after this . FULL DRESS REHEARSAL 

sigh la sigh . it's super stress , although i'm not the one sitting outside , mingchong is . but our teacher requested us to turn our chair and face the audience oh no . HELLO , I HAVE STAGE FRIGHT ONE YOU KNOW . haha , we changed into our costume , and moved the instruments to the ground floor . *SCHOOL , Y U NO LIFT !?*  so heavy ! and i'm wearing heels . okay , it's not even 5cm of heels . BUT MY FEET IS ACHING ! haha , the standard clique didn't board the normal big bus , we board the smaller one , we had rubbish section on our way to SCH . haha okay ah .enough of crabs , hear comes the pictures .

With le wife , Gracia

RACHEL !

Le wife , Dilys 

Rachel agn (:

After the whole thing , we came back . Had dinner with Chuhua , Ginette , Mingchong , GuoShan , Phoebe and Joey at yoshinoya . Awesome co bonding . it's more likea bagua session ! we left at about 9pm WOW .

•

ILJ day two - Terminal 3 .

It's all about math . Cool huh ! kinda enjoyed myself . but i swear , it's like damn tough ): don't care . fun is more important . PICTURESS ! 

With Waiyan and gracia !

Shannon

Haiyu

Mr Wonggggggg , my long lost father 

My grp five ! Junyu , Jungheng , Me, Haiyu

Sorry Junyu :x

with Ms Lio !

Opps , sorry mr wong

Hi Junheng !

Thats all for day two . had fun more than learning . :x 

•

Had shabu sushi at nex after that with jin nee , brandon , cindy , junheng

This is super cute lah .sial.

MET SZB ! .

sorry , i'm too lazy to rotate it.

•

Recently , there's this ask,fm thingy . not bad luh , i'm no longer that bored . But but , some questions really creeps me out ;x . HELLO . i'm friendly , ask.fm/hohohowei 

HAHAHA , me and mc's twitcon are the same , had fun confusing ppl and annoying ppl . yay we are awesome liddat . LOL , oh yah . speaking abt this , there's a cpl qns that i received asking if me and mc are tgt . HAHAHAHA srsly . we are close friends ! that's why boy/girl bestfriends exist ! LMAO ROFL .

met up with Szb today . went raffles city shopping all . urg . too many branded shops in there . ): 

•

Sighpai , March holidays are ending in three days time . wow . time flies i swear . i've been reporting school for the past three days . ): WHERE GOT HOLIDAY LORH . 

And and , My CA1 results sucks . 

Failed my amath like mad . 27 marks . so it's a U grade . 

Have to buck up alot alot ! 

P/S: OPPS , THIS POST IS NOT RELATED TO THE TITLE

Love ya , 

cheersx

regrets .

Hey viewers . my apologies for not blogging for such a long time . i was busy with studies and cca . yep . both mye and syf is around the corner . hectic time . have been staying back for cca since weeks ago , mon, tues, wed, fri, sat. wow amazing right ? it's super tiring . just weeks more to endure , and TADA . 

for studies , i've failed two common test papers . pathetic much , yes . got a single digit for amath and failed by half mark for social studies . everything have not been doing well recently , i don't know why too . Frankly speaking , it's the first time that English was one of my favourite lesson . Mrs Khan / Ms Nisha was such an awesome teacher . although she only taught me for three months , she's like already one of the best teacher under my list . She don't know me well either . Sigh , she've left for maternity leave . she'll be blessed . i miss her so much . after she left last week , another trainee teacher took over the whole class with mrs goh . it's no longer split class :( . after they took over , english had literally became one of the lesson that i hate the most . Those two teacher attitudes much . i suspect that they're mother and daughter the previous life . attitude same , size same , face same . hating them so much . they've caused our class so much trouble . LOL . is they don't have the ability to get our class's attention , so blamed us for being noisy . wtf is this . I really miss Mrs Khan so much . she tell jokes . and speak in a unique way that will not let us fall asleep . :'( 

Next , Mrs Angeline Tan . she left for operation too . Sigh . why all the good teacher leaves uh . SIGH . i feel bad . she's such a good teacher , yet my class treats her so bad . we even made her angry . sigh . her teaching quite good . in replacement of her  , Mr fauzi and ms tan took over . Mr Fauzi's teaching was alright , just that i fell asleep easily in his class . on the other hand , Ms tan was fucking bad . LOL as in her teaching , whatever shit . she SIMPLY READ OUT FROM OUR TEXTBOOK . wtf . her voice is ultra soft . wtf . and she's like damn lazy and irresponsible . we called her to zoom in . bc we're sitting at the back , she is like simply 'move to the front' DAHELL . 

I HATE THEM SO MUCH . 

And , full dress rehearsal at conference hall tmr . AH . goodluck howei .

BOOM ! BYE

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Hello, as March have alr arrived.. which basically means, two months have passed.
Shits happened.. well it'll only be a short post this time round.

I found my main twitter too public, and everyone judges what I tweeted.. I decided to create a sub account. It's like finally, I can tweet whatever I feel like there, without being judged too much . Follow my sub acc @blackheartedx_ !

And i failed my amath common test.
Cheertears