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time flies , poof , it's the last day of January already , wow , months passed like days .
it's just the first month , shits are already happening , ups and downs .
i finally see the reason why upper sec do not need weekly tests ha
didn't do well for both emath and chem's test .
going to work doubly hard for it .
had my phys and geog test today . don't think i can even pass LOLOL
amath tmr and english on monday . sigh . tests tests tests .

basically , to sumarise the first month ,
i'm still surviving . hah , SYF is in 3 months' time .
can't wait for march holidays , so that i can go out and reunite with people or maybe meeting up ! :o
hah , but my health condtion is like E8 . ha , other than that , i can still take it
kbye .

yadseut

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Back blogging on a random school day ! i am bored , so i did this . heh . 
Encountered the worst relief teacher today . and i might be facing her for the next two weeks . sigh . bc Mr Wong was on course for two weeks . eh sigh . She speaks like a robot . she don't give a fuck on those who's in class . she don't even stop and ask if we understand , but continued . so everyone's face will be like '._. huh' . majority fall asleep . one of them was me . haha , really uh . 
Oh , extra sectional practice to day ! cello and bass section is like damn 'bonded' . LOL . i really don't know what to do with the sec twos . attitude much . call them come for practice like want them give 100$ like that . seriously . and and , it's like they're taught how to play certain bars ytd . and they've forgotten today . wow , i didn't know that my brain was better than their's . amazing . Really had a hard time with them . they couldn't read notes , so i made them to copy the 'five musical lines' or whatever shit . haha . LOL one of them even dare to ask 'HUH , 不要抄可以吗? 下次then抄.' seriously . still dare to tell me what they can say they sick , then don't come on monday . wtf . you think the seniors got a lot of time to re teach and re teach agn is it . your house ah . nowadays ah , tsktsk . 
HAH , enough of complaining . 

;time

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What's the thing that doesn't wait ? yea , it's time . Twenty seven days had passed , so quickly . As usual , i have not visit the canteen for a proper meal . well , at least i could save money and get my polaroid as soon as possible . I have not been updating for a period of time . thanks to the never ending schoolwork . and i think that my gastric had worsen . 
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Chinese New Year is coming soon . it means that i'm going back to m'sia . sigh , i'll probably have a hard time catching up my schoolwork after that . i'm not looking forward to CNY . 
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Ah Boys to men part two is coming out soon ! can't wait to catch it . but, i still have no idea who to watch with ! anw , their theme song was so awesome , meaningful and touching , http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gI0s1r6_HQ&list=LLVkK96MtZLanoOCVte4ooEQ
loving it ! . and and and , bigbang's alive tour had officially ended . well done , my boys . <3 
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Yoop'13 was sup sup awesome . really miss them . although i didn't spent a lot of time with them , i'm still satisfied . 1E3'13 <3 They are all so cute , and adorable . had fun . tbh , i'm not really close with the girls , and i have no idea why . but they're awesome as one ! Maybe it's bc i mingled too slowly . haha anw . thanks for the good time . 
Weishan is a chicken, clap x3
Tata is a tartar sauce , clap x3
Weiteng is a stalker , clap x3
Sheryee is a piggy , Clap x3
Cindy is a candy , clao x3
Howei is a santa , clap x3
Joshua is a jollybean , clap x3
Cyril is a cereal , clap x3
sorry Dave and Nurin :x 
1E3 is AWESOME ! Clap Clap Clap ! 

I LOVE YOU ALL

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Sorry for not posting for a long time . school's tiring , really . 
it's no longer the sec one and two's life . so slackkish , stress-free . 
Seems that sec three is when everyone got matured unknowingly . right ?
Things doesn't go the way they supposed . 
it's just third week of school , and i've already feel the urgent , the important of sec three . 
really fucked up with my current timetable . tons of homework , and i still have lot of things to do at home .
another major thing is SYF . it'll happen in mid april . so yeah . 
three months more to endure . 
after that , i'm a little free . 
to be honest , i feel so old out of a sudden . 
weekends are no longer a time for me to enjoy and relax , 
but a time for me to complete all my homework and revisions . 
if i'm already suffering in sec three , how am i going to survive in sec four ? 
emath and amath isn't easy . brain is required . 
sigh . pray that i could conquer the major exams this year . 
amen . 
not a time for relationship shit . 
shall update the orientation post another day .  

drifted .

hello , it has been a week , since i last blogged . well , things happened . it's like , all my fault , my wrong , my bad . probably , over stubborn , dumb , and stupid . shouldn't have done all that . or even tweeted the 'rt for a shoutout' tweet . lost someone that cared for me , and i cared for . how dumb . i know . i always failed to be someone's good friend , i gives shit . it has been a long time , since i last smiled so much . really . but , it's all over . Mary Jane, by Click five 's lyrics really spoken my heart out . Orientation camp tomorrow . having difficulties to stay hyper , and bright . tired of everything . really . 
[ I didn't cry the day you moved away
Didn't think that I would feel this painUntil I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocenceAnd it's something that you set by being friendsTell me how, help me say the words out loud
Could it be that nothing's gonna change?'Cause time has gone away, you're taking backEverything you thought you had
Can't you see the girl you used to be?The one I lost when I let go of youOh, whatever happened to Mary JaneI need to wake up from the state of mindThe situation is a staying kindI gotta catch your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall?Would you even find the time to doubt it all?Tell me how, help me say the words out loud
Could it be that nothing's gonna change?'Cause time has gone away, you're taking backEverything you thought you had
Can't you see the girl you used to be?The one I lost when I let go of youOh, whatever happened to Mary Jane
'Cause time is taking backEverything I thought we had, Mary JaneHope you say the words out loud
Could it be that nothing's gonna change?'Cause time has gone away, you're taking backEverything you thought you had
Can't you see the girl you used to be?The one I lost when I let go of youOh, whatever happened to Mary JaneOh, whatever happened to Mary Jane ]

a day to remember

 
Photo credit , Claire 's instagram . 

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A day , with laughter , memories , lesson learnt too . releasing of GCE O'lvl 's result . went hall straight after last period , to witness the scene . receiving result , isn't as easy as i thought . it's worst than PSLE . tbh , idgaf about psle . that's why i scored such a mark , ended up in NA stream . 

Saw a lot of the graduated students crying , imagine two years later , it's my turn . scary lah .  seeing them crying makes me sad too . LOL 

waited for Claire with henrietta and mingchong ! hah , henrietta is the last minute guest ! haha walked to Xinwang to have lunch . both henrietta and me totally have no idea what's and where's xinwang ! haha epic much . got new names from mc . FAT HO and LAO WEI ! so uncivilise ! tsktsk . 

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see that frigging cute doraemon and the letter ? it's from me ! heh . happy belated old day , lao chong ! stay old , dumb , act cute no cute ! k . glad that i met ! if not , i don't even knw that my primary sch has a student like you ! HAAH. cello lah horh ! 

photo credit , Lim Ming Chong 's instagram . 

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got these from Claire ! souvenirs from aus ! thanks a lot , the pouch is so so so so so cute lah pls ! thanks for the letter too ! all the best in your future ! no longer a secondary sch student ! 

in short , a fruitful day , fun with lesson learnt . 10.1.13 .

that's all ! 

day five of three-six-five

after three days of schooling , finally , it came to a stop . surprisingly , it's only week zero , and i already have homework . well , sec three life really isn't easy . have to buck up my sec two math too . but i managed to understand what teacher have taught bc of someone lah , even though i asked stupid and annoying questions , like how do we know what number to put , blah . that someone still explain everything , slowly until i understand uh , haha , i got myself a tuition teacher . 

sec 1 orientation started yesterday , tiring . but fun yeah . bc there's weishan and henrietta ! hee . the sec ones are so cute can can . 

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did a little of house cleaning tdy . 

this is what i've found , a box full of my collection . winx club , disney , fairies magazine . a lot of books that teaches how to draw . few sketch books . colouring books . the jenny doll was my very first doll . and i haven't took it out . it costs 80rm . i have a collection of it too :O they are like don't know how many times prettier and less creepier than barbie dolls :X loots of memories . 

the girls's comeback are like awesome . sooyoung is like so pretty ! tiffany , taeyeon too ! ahh . hahas okay , enough . back to study .

bye 

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day two of three-six-five

school started . everyone's reaction will be like 'huh , y so fast' know what ? i'm giving that reaction too . really , my holiday mood just started , well . time doesn't wait or slows down . if it do , the world is literally ending . 

i really missed primary school life , or even kindergarten's . it was really stress-free , worry-free , study-free . we still have know idea what's heart ache then , how memories can hurt people . i really miss then . i'm into a new class , seeing unfamiliar faces , i feel awkward . keeping my mouth shut for most of the time . it's like really unlike the normal me please . sigh . i can't stop sighing omg .

so cute :> really miss the time luh . praying hard that sec 3 will be alright . 

resolutions .

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it's 2013 , a new year though , hoping that things will change for the better of course , all the best . 

a new class , new life , everything new . 

here's my wishlist . simple enough . 

1) study hard 

sec three isn't a year to slack , amaths isn't as easy . i'll work doubly hard this year i swear . 

2) save money 

well , previous years, i didn't save much , due to reasons , but i'm going to save this year bc i really want to buy things that i want .

3) keep fit / diet / slim down 

i'm like really fat after the trip overseas :( so yeah .

4) more friends 

i can simply call everyone my friend , but true friend are a totally different thing . 

5) more followers

every follower i get , i smile i little inside . 

6) be myself 

finding the truly me . 

7) sunset / sunrise 

really hope to watch the sunset or rise with my naked eyes , it's always super pretty in pictures 

8) USS 

i havent' been there . it's like very fun eh 

9) smile more .

stay happy 

that's all . it's simple enough, others might find it easy to be achieved but not to me . 

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2013 ♥

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hello :) it's officially twenty-thirteen nowww ! T_T 
omfg so it means that , school's reopening 
AHHH no . 

i didn't manage to blog like last year
bc of some issues la horh. 

and guess what , 
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i'm fifteen already .
sigh , so old . 
shall keep this post short and sweet , 
bc i still need your attention for the next post ! 
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SMILE , PEOPLES
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cheers