2013 "THROWBACK" - TOP 30 KPOP SONGS .

As you can see , year 2013 is coming to an end . So , hehe , as a kpopper myself , I decided to list down top 30 songs of the year . Actually I wanted to only do twenty , but my friend said that he had a hard time deciding the songs . So , 30 ^^ . 

>read his post here :http://mingchongheartsdoraemons.blogspot.sg/2013/12/2013-lookback-top-20-kpop-songs.html< i would never be able to write such a good blog entry :x .

(My taste in music isn't that good , pardon me and my ranking .. )

30) MOYA(모야) - AOA BLACK 
A lively song . personally , i liked the background music a lot . it's simple yet nice . suited the song very well . and the melody of the whole song was perf . Jimin's rap and Choa's vocal never fails to amaze me . 

29) ONE SHOT - B.A.P
I'll classify this song under the category under unique . i can picture a scene while the song is played . it's very drama . gun shots sound effect everywhere . yongguk's voice *fangirls* so hot . other than those , the dance arranged surprised me too . 

28) WILD(와일드) - 9MUSES 
One of their best song . catchy chorus which sank in my head for awhile . their vocalist and rapper isn't bad . shall check them out soon . their ending music was nice . 

27) A.D.T.O.Y - 2PM 
My favourite from the album "GROWN" probably the sexiest song i've heard . their chair dance was askjlkds *fangirls* . it seems like it's easy , but to do it together and sexy as one wasn't easy . their promoting song "comeback when you here this song" isn't bad too . 

26) THE WAY YOU MAKE ME MELT(넌 너무 야해) - SISTAR FT. GEEKS
One of my favourite from the album "Give it to me" . their vocal was great . with the rapping lines from GEEKS , it neutralises the whole song perfectly . "Give it to me" is great too . 

25) I DO I DO - SECRET 
secret finally made a comeback after yoohoo . compared to the "poison era" , they've lost so much weight .. well , cute concept , their dance steps isn't complicated . one of the best christmas song ^^ . SECRET HWAITING ! . 

24) ROCKING(장난아냐) - TEEN TOP 
Catchy starting line . loved the leg shuffling dance . definitely one of the song that i wouldn't mind listening to all the time . strong bg music that suited the dance so perfectly . 

23) SHADOW(그림자) - BEAST 
BEAST never fails to satisfy me with their comeback concept every year . like last year's "beautiful night" . 

22) PRETTY BOY(귀여운 남자) - JUNIEL 
Juniel's third mini album . a concept that suited her perfectly . her vocal puts me at ease everytime i listened to it . 

21) LOST IN LOVE - SNSD'S TAEYEON & TIFFANY 
My favourite track from the album "i got a boy" as it's a taeny duet , and they're my bias . Their vocal was superbly amazing . From the song itself , i can feel how strong their feelings are when they sang . it's about break ups , couples , and most importantly , feelings . i will always tear up while listening to this song in late night . 

20) DON'T LOVE ME(사랑 하지 마) - SISTAR'S HYOLYN
Hyolyn finally made a solo comeback with the album titled "Love & Hate" . As expected , her tracks are related to love life etc . The track "DON'T LOVE ME" is my favourite apart from "ONE WAY LOVE" In the song itself , she repeated her chorus countless times , it's like her pleading someone to not love her because she doesn't worth being loved . How hurtful she is after she left him , she'll take in everything herself , and all those memories .

19) THE RED SHOES - IU
Woah IU woah . her dance step plus vocal plus look . *dies* . loving her "the modern times" album so much . she proves that kpop suits the genre too . vintage yet modern . 

18) RUM PUM PUM PUM - F(X) 
f(x) finally made a comeback ! i really think that sm should really focus on them more . "pink tape" is really a good album . the song "shadow" is my fav . it's so refreshing and unique . nevertheless , rum pum pum pum's chorus was simply daebak . 

17) GONE NOT AROUND ANY LONGER - SISTAR19 
A song that you'll never regret listening to . bora's rap is superb . basically , it's another song about love . when someone left , and everything left , the after effect . how painful , hurtful it is . 

16) JEON WON DIARY(전원일기) - T-ARA N4 
T-ara's Subunit , T-ara N4 , consisting of (Eunjung , Hyomin , Jiyeon , Areum) but now , Dani replaces Areum . The song that they got black ocean after hwayoung left . Catchy song . 

15) NOW - TROUBLE MAKER
A song telling each other to not hesitate , bc there's no tomorrow . i got addicted to it . the dance was touchy , but it shows how much they wanted each other . GREAT SONG ! 

14) YOU DON'T KNOW LOVE - K.WILL 
To be honest , i'm excited when i heard that k.will is having a comeback . but when they releases the m/v teaser ... it  surprised me .. because , park chan yeol is in the mv . kyaaaa . it's a song speaking how one party from a couple being selfish , not giving the other party enough space . k.will hwaiting ! 

13) SMOKY GIRL - MBLAQ
Very clubby feel . the dance steps was daebak . chorus was great . Mstar made me fell for this song . 

12) MIRACLES IN DECEMBER - EXO'S BAEKHYUN , KYUNGSOO , JONGDAE , LUHAN 
One of the best song that ends 2013 nicely . when they sang this song , it's like there's a outburst of their emotion . it's like they regretted doing some things earlier in the year , and they wanted to stop the time and go back , redo all the wrong things . 

11) EXPECTATIONS - GIRL'S DAY 
Best dance i think . haha . the melody was great yet catchy . It's about a guy making them going crazy over them . i have to admit that i use to not like g-day . but i came back to them  after hearing this song . strong vocal with strong bg music . daebak ! 

10) NONONO - APINK 
Cute concept ! it's like school girls doing aegyo to cheer someone up . the chorus dance was perfect . 

9) U & I - AILEE 
Ailee's strong vocal brought the whole song to the peak . i like how the venue in her mv was decorated . especially the blinged phone . it really suits her album name "a doll's house" well . 

8) WHO YOU ? - G-DRAGON 
My favourite song from his second album "COUP DE'TAT" . an album that you wouldn't like to give it a miss . his m/v is totally so g-d . crooked is nice too . 

7) EVERYBODY - SHINEE 
Definitely i perfect ringtone for my alarm in the morning . hehe . i love the concept . they're like talking about what would happen if everybody wakes up in the night , and how much freedom they'll receive . Once again , Shinee being shinee , their complicated choreography . this is their third single of the year . 

6) BAR BAR BAR - CRAYON POP 
A song that represents 2013 . like how gangnam style represented 2012 . kekeke . lively and cute concept with their helmet on . 

5) I GOT A BOY - SNSD
How can we forget this song which was released on the first day of the year , right ? ^^ . a whole new level of kpop . different bpm in it . i like how how they change the speed and not making it too weird . kekeke . 

4) RINGA LINGA - TAEYANG 
Young bae finally made a comeback after the "i need a girl" era . the concept was really very nice and cool . and him being him again , he brought swag through the dance steps . RINGA LINGA RING ! love ya baeby ! 

3) DOOM DADA - T.O.P 
Definitely a whole new level for YG . bringing weird genre in . i swear , i couldn't even catch the melody when i listen to it for the first few times . and top being top again , he don't have to dance in the m/v and he could make the video attracting . and the bullet train like rap was awesome ! 

2) GROWL - EXO 
These boys definitely deserves to be in the top 10 category . they've worked so hard this year , and made three/four comebacks . wolf/growl/m.i.d/christmas day . the background music is like so nice and it's still stuck in my head . it went to one of the top in the chart . everything in this song is perfect x .

1) MISSING YOU - 2NE1 
This song is so refreshing . this song deserves to be in the first . they've put in so much feeling while singing and filming the m/v . daebak , just daebak . i could even feel how they might be feeling while singing this . but i'm a lil disappointed that dara didn't have much lines .. still , HWAITING ! . 

here comes the end of this post . hope i didn't offend anybody . and pardon my grammar . oh and , did you all realised that there's a lot of sexy concept's comebacks this year ? ^^ 

x  

[REVIEW] - NOM NOM // WA$$UP

Kekeke , it has been weeks , i guess (?) since i last blogged . my exo m.i.d post is still half way done . and i'm supposed to update it like now . but , haha , i've came across this group while watching MBC show champion xD . it's WA$$UP . i have this habit of scrolling down to read the comments after i've watched . so , surprisingly , they're like so many haters commenting lol . but in fact , i think that they're great . 

without hesitation , i went to watch their MV to check out what's so hate-able about them . if you haven't watch , here's the video ^^ .

the starting scene reminds me of the movie "jump" that used to be shown in disney channel a lot . kekeke . i've to admit that it's very hip hoppy . but what's wrong ? hahaha , this shows that kpop suits different genre . like iu , she proves that kpop suits the modern too . can't they bring in the western hip hop genre ? lol , people should be glad . and maybe of the VEVO sign , since it's mostly used my western side . but it's cool .

and i see asian nicki manaj and asain avril lavigne :B . 

bbu bbu bbu , bbu bbu bbu . it's so addictive . kyaa . 

they're pretty . but , seriously , i think nada (the one with full blond hair) don't really suit light coloured hair as her skin tone .. (like me though) keke .  actually , i like it very much , hahaha , i've nth to review anymore ... 

ohyah , check out their christmas song ^^ .

LA PAM PAM PA LA PAM PAM PA ! 

a unique christmas song . 

do check out their ;bang bang , Wa$$up , hotter than a summer too ! 

bye ! 

oh shit , sorry again . watch this kekeke ,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQ93PPOi_c8

idk why i couldn't upload the video . 

[review] - MIRACLES IN DECEMBER ALBUM .

ANNYEONG GUYS ! i'm trying my best to update my blog . kehehe . 
but sadly , it's kinda difficult .. bc i'm not in sg :< and i didn't brought my laptop with me . yea , i'm now like using my bro's to update . 

The 12 ghei godnesses released their album ytd ! it's asajhflkfjskjfakf . kekeke , i don't know how to describe it . 

let's start with the chinese ver okai ? ^^ . 

-MIRACLES IN DECEMBER-

十二月的奇迹

how do i even start this ? this song is like wow perfectly perfect . i can even cry listening to it :( .

baekhyun , chen , luhan's vocals are purely amazing . Baekhyun's chinese isn't bad too .. 

//fangirl mood on//

*****watch the mv while reading*****

M/V : the piano as the starting *-* . the fingers OMG BACON !!! . Jongin and his dog ! kyeopta !!! can i be his dog ? *sniffs* he would kiss me ! *cries* . MY OH MY ! LUHANNNIEE , THAT PERF VOCAL STARTING *drolls* when can i even sing half as good as you ? *-* AHA ! KRISCASSO ! minseokkie ! aww , i want to be with you , under the christmas tree unwrapping presents :3 IS THAT YEOL !? WOAH ! BACON'S VOCAL . panda baby !? yixing ! those veins ! my camel monster chen !!! kyungsoo , why are you sad ??? . junmyun yahhhh ! THEHUNA ! are those flowers for me ??? :') *sobs* wuyifan ! don't cry :( 

Almost

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be

How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's too late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say is I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go
I shoulda went out with you
I shoulda made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules

I shoulda went on a date
Shoulda found a way to escape
Shoulda turned a almost into 
If it happens now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you 

- Almost by Jessica Jung 

[review] - 2NE1 - 그리워해요 (MISSING YOU) M/V

HEEYA , i'm finally blogging this post . hahah , i'm supposed to like do a review on this like one or two days after they releases it .. but .. heh . laziness strikes . 

well , if you have not watched the video .. watch it first ^-^ . 

*FANGIRL MODE ON* yay , my ladies had their third comeback this year . no matter how frequently they did a comeback , i always look forward to it . they're .... maybe ... gifted . heehee . 

ohkaye , let's get started . 
i'm super in love their intro music . "ooh , ohh , ahh~ah~ah , ahh~ah~ah ." ohmy dara voice . thats ... heaven *-* . next , i'm super satisfied with the way they're dressed . it's so refreshing . especially dara and minzy . 

alright , let's start with the individuals .. 

ChaeLin (CL) 
well , she's getting more and more vocal line compared to the past .. and she never fails to have the "boss" feel . haha . when she's lying on the ground with her yellow coat , and the "xxi" wordings . that's like .. wow . i didn't expect creativity like that . tbh , i was shocked when CL sang the chorus .. bc .. traditionally , it use to be bom , the one singing it . but . haha . it's not that bad . 
I like her style a lot in the MV . there's this scene where she pulls her stockings , and there're word shown on both thigh . WOOHOO . her hair is black again ! her "nude" scene was a shock . but , she's bold enough to do it . //salutes// . actually , i sensed a deep emotion/feeling (lol my grammar) . it's like , she may seems happy , smiling , and all on the outside , but actually .. she's suffering .. (i guess?) . i almost teared when i hear her singing that part . towards the end , she touches her bare shoulder .. seems like she's keeping herself warm since no one could . 

ParkBom 
she's still as gorgeous as ever . but , there's something i don't want to deny .. it's .. i find her less attractive alr :/ she's ageing i guess .. but bommie , i still love you ^^ . 
she never fails to be a living barbie doll . her eyes , her features , her everything .. so perfect . she's tearing towards the end :( well ... thats sad .. 

Sandara 
her vocals are so refreshing . tbh , i like her style the most (not bc she's my bias) but really . she looks good in blond and with hat . i got shocked when i first see her with some purple thing on her head . i thought she shaved her hair again . but.... it came out to be her hair colour that's playing trick with my eyes . HAHAHAHAHAH . she looked stunning when she leans across the table and pushed a chess down .. frankly speaking , she don't look like one of the oldest in the grp .. in fact , she's suitable for maknae . haha . 

Minji 
she changes a lot . her hairstyle , etc . she looked more feminine . hehe . she got quite a few lines too . i was shocked when she sang the chorus ... bc .. i didn't expect her to be .. this good . she looked so confused when she look herself in the mirror . it's like "why am i like this ? why am i even here" T_T . 

overall , the song was fawesomely awesome . but , Dara only got two lines :/ and .. honestly , i think CL and minzy are having too many lines .. they should just focus more on rap etc ... hahahaha , and leave the main vocal part to bom and dara . 

that's all ! 

[review] : T.O.P - DOOM DADA M/V

BINGU TOP MADE A COMEBACK TOO ! 

the mv was ... wow . hahahaha . YG never fails to surprise me with their MV . it's so unique ! the song too . 

aww bigbang , one of the reason that i love you all is bc of your song title . :> 

coup d'etat , ringa linga , and now .. DOOM DADA . HAHAHAHAHA . 

alright , time for the review . 

it started with some Hollywood feel intro music , and the main music came in . top had a speaker on his back .. and .. he turned into a monkey ? and the monkey found a microphone ? is it connected to the speaker ? i think so .. now top is sitting on a chair , with two ladies  fanning him by the side .. and he's running now ? oh well . heh . he look super good with fringe , so damn hot *-* .  oh my feels .. hahahaha . and the little boy is super creepy . I SHOULD REPLACE THE LITTLE GUY AND TOP WILL HOLD MY HANDS ! hahahaha , but i was amazed by the way he sat on the motorbike . hahaha likea boss . well , my favourite part was his bullet train like rap . omo . that was .. awesome . imagine i mastered the rap and change the words to scolding .. isn't that cool ? AHAHAHA . and i love the close ups ! i'd die if the whole mv were full of close ups . HAHA . actually , i still don't really get the story line .. i think it's something like back to the ancient thing .. i listened to the song a few times before the song gets into my head . 

but overall , it's another worth-watching mv . YG HWAITING ! 

[review] : TAEYANG - RINGA LINGA (링가 링가) M/V

On 9th November , YG dropped a M/V on youtube . well , it's taeyang's ! T to the A to the E to the ~ Y to the A-N-G . *fangirl mood on* heh , he's my bias in bigbang !

Taeyang oppa finally had a comeback after 1248941387502309582387529189570891740 years . (a little too exaggerating). If you haven't watch the m/v , watch it ! alright , let's proceed to the review !

I liked the stating music a lot . it has a feel in a church in paris , haha . Taeyang is filmed standing on a bridge (is it a bridge?) oh what ever it is . he looks like he has a certain power that can control the whole korea . heh . my ultra-taeyang-man . when he lifted up his hand and opens it like a wing .. he looks like he's gathering all his power *-* . and he shakes is body when he sings . //dies// . 

one of my fav part is "T to the A to the E ..... A-N-G" that part . he shows his arm a lot . oh look his muscles . and his "tattooed" arm . and the dance steps . 

Taeyang did a body roll in the 'roller-coaster' part . omfg . the best body roll maybe . 

the chorus part was daebak ! refreshing dance steps and melody . RINGA LINGA RING , RINGA LINGA RING . it's like he's turning something using one hand and holding it using the another . 

AND GUESS WHAT , G-YANG IS BACK HAHAHAHHA . 

since "i got a girl" , to "one of a kind" and now "ringa linga" heh . they're both in a car , looks like they're partying .. hahahaha . 

the next part that caught my attention is when he sang "and ladies bum bum bum , now shake that for me" i'm like WHUUUUUT . oh my taeyang . alright , overall , i'm satisfied with the whole m/v . his outfit and dance is so refreshing heh . 

but , on the other hand , i don't sense taeyang anymore , it's like look and compare with his previous mvs , this mv have more of GD's feel ... but oh well , people changes , their tastes and thinking eventually will too , i love you taeyang . hehe . 

xx

with love .

EMA 2013 .

Hello readers , //make noises// i finally blogged . like finally . well , i'm busy with stuffs , like open house and camp (it's cancelled :/ ) sigh , well , i think i should just update before i go back to msia next week . let's go . 

As you all know , EMA is an award that it's world-widely recognised . so everybody wants to win that . and on twitter , there's this EMA buzz thing going on . meaning hashtag #EMAzing(your idol name) behind every tweet , it'll increase the buzz . haha , obviously , EXO was like trending , so i joined in #EMAzingEXO . 

i started by spamming a few by a few . bc i don't think it's like some big thing . but as days past , the fandom starts to spam more , and people starts to get tweetjailed . 

and finally , the last few hours , everybody was like on "world war III" mode . spamming keypads etc etc . i even lend my kpop acc to my friend just to spam the hashtag . ofc that friend was someone i trusted a lot . On that night itself , i stayed up to 430 am (sgt) just to keep spamming and make sure that EXO has the most buzz . my acc got suspended and tweetjail , so i stopped . hahahaha . 

fan wars is a must , oh well , EXO 1D JB . but , surprisingly ... Chris Lee . HAHAHA , still , congrats ! 

Everybody will definitely feel disappointed , but .. i'm still happy about it . like , look on the bright sight . EXO is now world-widely recognised . hahaha , isn't it great ? and they got the most buzz (meaning tweets received per minute) . 

Oh well ! 
actually , it's quite touching to see the whole k-pop fandom coming together as one . voting for the boys . :') 

WE ARE ONE , EXO HWAITING ! 

latepost : 15th birthday .

15th .

Helloooo ! i wanted to blog about EMA and two M/V reviews first actually .. but , i realised that i didn't blog about my birthday this year .. as it's like a tradition for me to blog about it . 

I'm officially 15 on 21st September . no longer a 14 years old girl :( i'm so old . sigh . 

enough of self ranting . haha . i'm sososososososo blessed this year . well , this simply shows that without you , i can still smile as per normal . HAHAHA , but i really miss you . if only you rmb what we did tgt .. bc i still do . 

This year , my group celebrated it one day before the actual day . bc my bday fell on a saturday this year . hahaha . yea , so since there's school on friday . why not just , heehee . i'm super surprised how much they did for me , bc we just know each other this year .. and it's not even 8months of friendship yet ... 

-Ribbon earring and bear keychain(?) from Angela AKA dajie .

(there's still a knitted pouch)

awwww . i love you :') .

-EXO note pad from .. 

i can't rmb if it's junheng or ela .

still , thanks !

EXO note book from .. junheng (?)

pardon my memory XD .

YAYYYYYY finally smth i wanted for months .

thanks junheng !

ok , i still hate you a lot . hahahaha . 

P/S : there's still EXO posters from Ela , but i'm too lazy to take it out . 

Saw those ? HAHA , omg , they're not really a EXO fan but they got them for me . hehe . i love you guys . 

next , let's move on to bday wishes . 

From junheng , Cindi , Angela , Solihin , Wincent , Ela , Lewin and Elvin .

From Joel , Nicholas , Cyril , Juan Poh , Shannon , Yeexuan , Jieying and Elgin .

From my love ones (XD) , Brandon , Waiyan , Fathan , Ela , Bella , Gracia , Angela .

Last but not least , MAH RED FACE TWIN , SHUMIN ! .

HAHAHA , AREN'T THEY CUTE AND SWEET ? HAHAHAHAHA . (ok , not all) .

so blessed to be in this class . 

NOT THE END YET LOR . 

there're still moreeeee . hahaha , on the actual day , i went Bugis with Brandon(my mom) and claire(my mom too) HAHAHAHA . Claire is so going to kill me after reading this . 

only Brandon gave me present on that day hahaha . what a burden plastic bag that kept hitting my leg . tsk .

HAHAHAHAHA , tao used to be in my top four . but , sorry XD .

OMGG . LOOK AT MY FIRST BABY , SO HOT IN SPECS X.X .

thanks mom for the letter though . i like my name the best .

Thankyou so much for that day hahahaha . i failed to buy yoshinoya's kiddo set . XD . that's .... embarrassing . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . 

ON MONDAY : 

Which is Brandon's birthday la . hahahaha . i recieved presents from dad , claire and peiqin (?) .

from claire lor . HAHAHA , she used my crapping style XD .

i'm touched though . she filled up every single page .

OK , I THINK I FILLED UP MORE FOR BRANDON'S BOOK XD .

from dad/dumb/mingchong .

FINALLY A DECENT LETTER .

thanks though ! 

This is from ig . hahahaha . the markers are from peiqin .

thanks claire for the album ! my very first album !

:')

i got the OT12 photocard !!! .

it's shown on top . 

thanks . 

WE'VE CAME TO THE END ...

Basically , i'm blessed to know them . they played such an important role in my life . Best birthday ever maybe ? . 

will blog about them more in December . HAHAHAHA . look forward ! .

that's all.

xx

DREAM

" What's life without dream ? "

Well , the quote above came randomly when i'm still thinking of how to kick start this post . HAHAHA . Shall just follow my instinct , shall we ? .

//DISCLAIMER : THIS POST MAY NOT BE AS PERFECT AS THOSE TOP BLOGGER'S . //

I believe that the word "dream" itself means a lot to everybody out there . maybe not everybody , most of the people .. i bet . But for me , dream isn't really as important . 
ok , let's start from kindergarten . I believes that , when it comes to art and craft lesson , teachers will definitely ask "what do you want to be when you grow up ?" . I bet , this is one of everyone's favourite topic then . hahah , in fact , i hate it so much . So you must be thinking that .. did i hand in white paper ? HAHAHA . of course i didn't . I just drew something for the sake of drawing . 
According to my memory , i drew nurse . because i find it easiest of all . Since a nurse isn't what i really want to be , so i find it extremely hard to answer whenever the teacher asked my why . LOL . and the other students will go like .. "oh , because i want to sing to the whole world." , "bc my mom is a doctor" etc . 

Hmm , frankly speaking , being someone without a dream sucks , really . I feel like a total failure . hahaha . I doubt the others can feel me . 
But seriously , when people asked "what's your dream ?" I'll be hearing different answers from my friends .. "a baker!" , "artist!" , "singer!" etc .. i felt left out as they continue chatting about their dream . 
So i always ask myself .. what do i really want to be when i grow up . I've though of a few things .. like opening up a bubbletea shop , a clothes store .. LOL . but i came to a conclusion that .. as long as i'm with my close friends , i'm more than contented already . 
HAHAHAHA , i sound like someone who's easy to please , don't I ? .

Speaking of this topic , I've a friend who dreamed to be a singer .. well , nothing is impossible . and the word 'impossible' is usually broken down into 'i'm possible' . so yah . 

Ysh ! nothing is impossible alright ! be confident ! . Never let your parents's words bring you down and give up everything . Since you have the passion for it , why not just treasure it ? hahahaha , unlike me , i don't really have a passion for anything yet . go on small singing contests ! if you failed , never mind . at least you got your experience . And the judges will give you advice too ! . see , you're helping yourself . Posting your singing on media places works too ! I'm sure that there'll be kind hearted people who'll give you some advice . HAHAHA . i'm not some professional singer , and my singing sucks , so i can't give you any . xD . alright ! 

i know that you'll be reading this post . 

that's all x 
BYE !  ^^ 

[REVIEW] 내일은 없어 , "Now" - Trouble maker

Hello viewers , this is my very first review on a song . the thought of reviewing a song and music video came across my mind yesterday . As you know , i'm having my holidays already .. This shows that i'm kinda free .. and bored . HAHAHAHA . alright . chop chop . Let's move on ! 

Trouble Maker - '내일은 없어 (Now)' M/V

On 28th October , Trouble Maker (HyunA , Hyunseung) cameback with this song . Their previous / debut song was great . (well , i guess , "great" isn't good enough to describe that song) If you've yet to listen to it , please do . 

Let's start with the song . The song itself is already good enough . Perhaps , it's pretty addictive . But , I have to confess that ... i listened to it several times when it was released before i could remember the melody . (maybe this only applies to me) . Nevertheless , i love it a lot . listening to it seems to be my daily routine . 

Alright ! let's move on to the M/V . Well , before the whole song and M/V was released , i actually watched their teaser . 

Trouble Maker - '내일은 없어 (Now)' (teaser)

So this was it . the teaser . when i watched it .. i was like "OMO , what's this ? M!8 ? " HAHAHA . look at those scenes . 

Back to the M/V (not the teaser) I actually find it kind of link-less with the song . it's like , those scenes .. sudden chasing girls out of the room . sudden kissing , sudden touching scenes , sudden car , sudden wrapping . HAHAHA wth . i'm not sure how the others think , it's just my view . i mean no harm (LOL WTH) .

But two days ago , the uploaded another M/V . well , it's not another M/V .. but just the "uncut" version . that's what they said . 

Trouble Maker - '내일은 없어 (Now)' M/V (Uncut)

When i watch it , everything make sense to me . hahaha . so , i shall just write out what's shown in the uncut ver. 

HyungSeung's role was like helping other people to do stuffs . well , it's not those easy stuffs .. in fact , it's killing someone . so , at the start , they're filming hyunseung and this guy walking towards each other's direction .. When the guy walk passed him , he just took out the gun and shot him in the stomach . The next scene was another guy walking pass this bin . He placed a paper bag on it . Hyunseung came and took it .. it's cash . 

The next part (which the song started) shows the couple's good and bad times . Seems that they used to be a happy couple before hyunseung got the money . Later in the song , they're back together after all the visits of pub alone (hyuna) and having girls on bed (hyunseung) lol . When they first got back , they're like kissing each other , and those scenes . When HyunA fell asleep , hyunseung took a gun and went out . The song Stopped in the middle . Seems like he's going to kill someone again . well , this time , the person got smarter and brought people along . Hyunseung got chased , he went into a place and .. "boom" it's cut with a black scene and the song resumed . He came out with blood stains all over his shirt . :( . the person came out and tried to hit/kill hyungseung .. but hyunseung stabbed him in the stomach instead . Oh , here comes the race cars . and they're dancing their chorus part in the middle . Seems like HyunA is waiting fot Hyunseung to come back . 

After the fight that Hyunseung had .. he's walking again in this place that he's in at the start .. this time round , there's this person in black hoodie walking to his direction while he's walking to the opposite . when they're about to walk pass each other , the person took you a gun and press it against hyunseng's stomach and shot a few shots :( . the next scene is showing Hyunseng driving in the car , pulling a stop at the roadside with blood on his hand .. I infer that he quickly drove his car after he got shot . (LOL) he still have his last breath maybe . Before he dies in the car , there're scenes showing how happy him himself and HyunA was before . 

Aww :( . i find it sad . now , while listening to the song , a different picture was painted . 

Other than this song , the other songs in their album "Chemistry" isn't bad too ! 

that's all . 

xx

"100 facts about me " .

Haha , ok , read the title ? cut the crab and let's go .

1) i'm a girl .
2) fifteen this year
3) my horoscope - virgo .
4) i'm a malaysian
5) studying in singapore since 2002 .
6) hardly sleeps at night unless i'm sick or real tired .
7) so i usually cry myself to sleep lol .
8) or i'll watch runningman/wgm until real late .
9) my hardwork rarely pays off .
10) indecisive at all time .
11) favourite food - potato
12) favourite fruit - lemon .
13) school skirts are such a burden .
14) people got tired of me easily .
15) i know a girl from msia through fb . and we used to be bestfriends . she knows almost everything about me and i tell her almost everything .
16) i have this friend who walked the longest distance home with me .
17) we chat almost everything .
18) we even talks about our future .
19) that's the only time when i don't think of dying .
20) when i've decided on something , i mean it .
21) twenty one is my favourite number .
22) always wanted to do a song cover on insta but ohwell .
23) so i sang with helium voice . it's on insta .
24) seems that most of my friends can sing well .
25) my voice is lower than a normal girl's voice .
26) didn't cut my hair for like two years .
27) the word failure describes me .
28) yellow is my favourite colour .
29) i'm 167cm tall .
30) 170 is my ideal height .
31) tomboy
32) low self esteem
33) bhb
34) someone who overthinks .
35) someone who ask others to trust her while she doesn't even trust herself .
36) fake smiles .
37) smiling isn't as easy as before .
38) i look into the mirror everyday
39) and ask : why am i so ugly .
40) why am i so fat .
41) why am i even here .
42) my studies sucks
43) my result sucks
44) i suck too .
45) two brothers two sisters
46) all of them are annoying .
47) i am too .
48) my house is too white .
49) i got my first phone this year .
50) it's galaxy s3 .
51) i ruin everything
52) never good enough
53) everybody will stay happier without me .
54) i remember all the promises that i made .
55) exo is the cutest boy group
56) i love park chanyeol .
57) kpop lover
58) i prefer hanging out with seniors
59) bc i like being the youngest .
60) i don't find myself pretty .
61) i don't think i'm attractive at all .
62) i don't own a good heart .
63) i only accepted someone once for r/s lol .
64) a lot of ppl asked me for stead before . lol .
65) and i don't rmb who .
66) i don't know who is my bestfriend .
67) bc i find it embarrassing to say out a name when i'm actually not his/her bestfriend .
68) i am better off alone .
69) i think i shld die .
70) i should break the friendship . i mean it .
71) bc i am hurting people .
72) negatively negative .
73) i 自作主张 a lot .
74) i regretted .
75) played cello for 7 years .
78) i love doraemon .
79) my senses always fail to get tgt .
80) dumb , stupid and useless .
81) fat .
82) ugly .
83) i don't have dress
84) been to msia , viet , china and sg .
85) keep things to myself .
86) sleeps in class
87) i speak cantonese .
88) scared of cat .
89) left out .
90) everybody's first and current impression of me is similar . except for shixuan .
91) she thinks that i'm fierce and unfriendly at first .
92) while others says that i'm quiet .
93) Justin my baby .
94) i think i'm brave .
95) i love cockroach .
96) i crap a lot .
97) daydream .
98) i want double eyelid .
99) shumin my twinneh .
100) hundred is never enough .

my neighbour asked me to . so ye .

Annual prefects' camp oh camp . || twozeroonethree .

okayyy . as its written as the title , this post will be about the 2 days 1 night prefects' camp just ended like few days ago . i'll definitely try my best to keep it lengthy and crap-less .

LEGGO

Frankly speaking , i'm afraid that i couldn't make it to this camp as i'm like having some high fever the night before . //WOAH// . but , tada ! i made it . 

LOOK , THIS IS THE REGISTRATION ARIIIEA . 

OBVEEOUSLY WE GOT BORED WAITING AND HAHAHA .

BLAME THE FLASH LIGHT OKAY . // cr. brandon's phone .

DAY 2 . AT PUNGGOL WATERWAY . 

MY PWETTY PHOTOGRAPHY SKILL . 

MORE SKILLS . 

MORE MORE SKILLS . 

BLAME THE SUN K . 

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To conclude , i maybe this camp isn't the best camp but . ohwell , it's the skills that we got back at the end of the day the main thing . 

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//disclaimer . this is a personal post . you may choose not to read .
end of year examinations ended . yes , ended . finally , it's time to call this nightmare a close . but , well , y'knw , what comes next ? results ? yes , oh damn freaking yes . so , i call this another nightmare . sigh . you see , life is like a cycle unless you die uh . that's why ... i want to die so much . oh kay , my head is going  to be on the ground soon . oppsie .
sighpie . gotten back my results . it really suck to core . core yes core . not mantle nor crust . I only passed like two ... my combined science and chinese . so fucking sad lol .
mdm see told me that i f9-ed both my a and e math . how sad is that you tell me . lordohgosh . why in the world did i even chose this combi . when i wanted art like so much . urg . damn everything . well . i have to face the consequences .
i think getting single digit for amath is like my 强项 alr . what a good one . i'm kind of used to it le . sigh . but i'll still cry .. bc it's like I REALLY DID DAMN FUCKING STUDY .
speaking abt that . none of my hardwork paid off omg . it's like , i really sat down to really study for hours , i made notes , so that it'll be easier for me to read and understand and memorise etc . but , well .. everything went down the drain .. do you know how's the feeling like ? sighmuffin . i even came back to school on saturdays to ... FORGET IT .  what done is done . i can't really change anything though .. 

well , worrying , i'm still worrying .. i don't think i'll do as well ... i got kind of fed up when teachers kept on asking me .. what happened to my results .. i wished i know why too . all i could do was to say don't know .. 

sometimes , i really can't not blame myself for everything , but , oh , you see .. i started every single shit , and i thought it would benefit both side .. and i realised that it's not even helping .. i don't know what to do , but to just keep blaming myself ... maybe i shall just not be so 自作主张 anymore . sighcake . 

xx the end xx .